hummm..u! always ready to shot..

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hi angry.. ;P
give me a smile.. :D

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pashaaaa!! really special friend!! make an emoticon for meeeeee..ow..neither a card?!?..kolz.. :P
tata 4 now..

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hi beautiful!!! ;) well..dont u miss the lil ducky??? :P

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where r u jaan???
be happy always.. :)

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sulman!! send me the invitation for ur wedding..hehe :P
god bless u my friend..thanks a lot to hear me when i was not good :)

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hi mc!! still writing rap songs?? ;)

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cute caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttt!! finnaly u dont hate me anymooore!! :P

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claudio..well..we grow up..no more crazy driving in motorbikes :P
be normal..hehehehee

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waseem.. i never got to call u..are u sure ur number was right?? :P

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well..this song ill write here is a lov song..and i offer for u my friends..i hope u all find a sooo nice girl to be with for the rest of ur lives..all u are a soo good guys and ill wish u the best of life for u..
then..try to hear that song and dream abt ur dream girl :P

i lov u all ;P

Can´T Get You Off My Mind
singer: Lenny Kravitz

Life is just a lonely highway
I´m out here on the open road
I´m old enough to see behind me
but young enough to feel my soul
I don´t wanna lose you baby
and I don´t wanna be alone
don´t wanna live my days without you
but for now I´ve got to be without you

I´ve got a pocket full of money
and a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
but then I think of loving
and I just can´t get you off my mind
yeah....

Babe can´t you see
Hear
this is killing me

I don´t wanna push you baby
I don´t want you to be told
is just that I can´t breath without you
feels like I´m gonna lose control

I´ve got a pocket full of money
and a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
but when it comes to loving
I just can´t get you off my mind
yeah...

Am I a fool to think that there´s a little hope?
Tell me baby
What are the rules the reasons and the does 'n' don´ts?
Tell me baby
Tell me baby
What do you feel inside?

I´ve got a pocket full of money
and a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
but when it comes down to lovingI just can´t get you off my mind...


Lenny Kravitz will be in Brasil..Rio de Janeiro city..at the Copacabana beach..in march, 21..at 8pm..the only one free show of his tournée..
c ya there...

what doenst kill me makes me stronger....yeah..im prepaired to that honey!! ;)
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...yeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssss!!!...

hello koooooooool people!! what are u doing these days?? im sooooo fine..u?? what are u doing now?? well..then listen:

something will shake my beautiful town in this mounth!! LENNY KRAVITZ will be here in Rio de Janeiro city on 21 march!! wow!! i really lov him!! he is a sooooo kooll artist..and he play everything..hehe..he will play at the beach..and everybody here will c him!! it will be a big party!!

i lov many songs he play and sing..he has a sooo sexy and beautiful voice..thats y many stars were falling in lov with him!!

i lov all his songs..but here i show two for u ;)


Fly Away

I wish that I could fly
Into the sky
So very high
Just like a dragonfly
I'd fly above the trees
Over the seas in all degrees
To anywhere I please

Oh I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah

Let's go and see the stars
The milky way or even Mars
Where it could just be ours
Let's fade into the sun
Let your spirit fly
Where we are one
Just for a little fun

Oh oh oh yeah !
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah

I got to get away
Feel I got to get away

Oh oh oh yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah (with you) yeah yeah
Oh Yeah !
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah (with you) yeah yeah
I got to get away
I want to get away
Yeah I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah with you yeah yeah
I got to get away
I want to get away
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah with you...

lets fly honey!! ;)

and..what can i do without lov?? look this other one..

Again

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking through my door...

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again..

A sacred gift of heaven
For better, worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down...
Or steal your crown...never........

All my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again..

At every time (I' ve always known)
That you were there (upon your throne)
A lonely queen (without her king)
I longed for you
my love foreveeeeeeeeeer..........

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again

All of my life...I wonder if I' ll ever see you again?
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again
I wonder if I' ll ever see you again.......

wheres my king??? hehe ;))

..angels and daimons..

last night i had a vision..so untouchable as an angel....and it makes me think that all of this world is taking a diferent sense for me..it never was so strong..it never was so deep..i hav the exactly consciens abt everything around me...how i was seeing the world from outside..as a movie..

im a dreamer..but what i am seeing it is not a dream..

walkig in the street..reading magazines or the newspapers..looking around..i can see whats going on with this world....vanish..lust..fights..unlov...and it is happenning since a long time ago...i already felt this perception before..but with the time i lost it....

all is so much clear for me now..and i feel pain to be sure abt all that...how could we do that???...

it is not time to take a rest..in a place we could not to see something really big is happening..and soon it will be here..

do u wanna live forever??

...new settings...

here i am again..setting once more..

today i bought a new cd..Loreena McKennett..a special and limited ediction..i went to the library to take a coffee and bought a dance cd..but when i saw that..well..i liked it..

im hearing it now..im moved by sounds..smells..kind of lights..all this could take me to a diferent place in my mind..who never did remember a place or a fact hearing a song..smelling a perfum..or seeing a strange light??

when i hear this kind of song i feel going to a presence of god..my soul is naked..no lies..i am just me..

world could be moved by music..it would be so much better...and if i could be an instrument..today i would be a cithara.................

waving me in the air...feeling me so free...leaving useless things to behind...how much i need to change..my soul looks for a place...better for me...sometimes i can stop but i know where i go now...just doing new settings to redirect my position...how a spacechip needs to be in right way to landed...i thought i was going to somewhere...but really im turning to my nature..to my first breath in this earth when i had no sin..when i had no doubt..when i had no lies inside of me..reborn..turn to born..

i hav two muslims friends now in my town -two girls- so nice and trusty..i can be myself with them..they are so pure and friendly

thanx god..u always hav a good surprise for me ;)


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..whats lov?...

hummm..it is raining a lot since yesterday..the weather is a lil bit better..not so hot as before..and as the weather changes..im changing also..hehe
well..im still working a lot..no changes abt that..good!! i like to work!!..and win money ;)
and abt my heart he is so nice now..i found these days someone i already knew..but just now he showed himself as he is..kool!!! i didnt know he was so..so..sweet and..well..i hav no words to say..we call to each other but we hav diferent time..
thats all what i want..someone just for me..


and..what abt the "back" i talked before?? let it go..it couldnt work..

..turning to u..

..t and t..walking together again..

hi my angry lov.. ;)

u were always by my side..
when i needed..
when i was confuse..
and u never put me down..
u just tell me lovely words..
u write me lov letters..
and fill me up with ur lov..
then..

..i turn to you..

when i'm lost in the rain
in your eyes i know i'll find the light to light my way
when i'm scared, losing ground
when my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around
and when i'm down you're there pushing me to the top
you're always there giving me all you've got
for a shield from the storm
for a friend for a love
to keep me safe and warm
i turn to you...

for the strength to be strong
for the will to carry on
for everything you do
for everything that's true
i turn to you..

when i lose the will to win
i just reach for you and i can reach the sky again.
i can do anything
'cause your love is so amazing
'cause your love inspires me.
and when i need a friend, you're always on my side
giving me faith taking me through the night.

for a shield from the storm
for a friend for a love
to keep me safe and warm
i turn to you.

for the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
for truth that will never change
for someone to lean on
for a heart I can rely on through anything
for that one who I can run to
for a shield from the storm
for a friend
for a love
to keep me safe and warm
i turn to you...

lov u 2 t..


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Questions

2005. It seems was yesterday. "What have I become? Everyone I know goes away in the end." I was a dreamer, sweet, happy. Before sleeping I used to look to the stars and imagine other worlds. It was nice share this moments with my daughter when she was still a little girl. My life had always music as background since the moment I opened my eyes till I sleep. I had a lot of friends, I used to hang out with them and I was always laughing. I used to dance, to draw, write read and travel anytime was possible. When my childrem came, my life was complete. All the problems I came through didnt mean nothing worth to be sad or something. Only after being beaten by life for so many times I started changing. But this change only started in 2005. At the beginning I didnt understand. I couldnt believe that, in fact, I was alone. Where was the God I always believed? I had always so many chances and oportunities and suddenly, it was only silence. I never took a revenge in my life, but for the first time, I did it. It makes me think: who am I? Or better.. in what did I become? Have I to step back and start from the part I stopped being me? I dont know. I feel like a prisoner... of what? I want my soul back. I just dont know the way to get it.

i remember..in 13 august i posted at the first time in my blog..but everything begun in july..2004..and i was still looking for a good story..

since i was so young i thought to be an architet or a writer..i was always drawing plans of houses, apartments, or imagining a condominium in Buzios - a so beautiful place here with so wonderful 23 beaches. i already created a name to this condominium that would be like a city..Sunset City..or something like that..but "write" for me it was ever a passion..words are so powerful!! u can save or destroy someone with words..

i wrote abt many things..emotions..feelings..places..travels i did..people i know..unknown people..angels and daimons..nature fources..personages from mitology..from history..and love letters for friends who wanted to impress someone..hehhee

i dont know when or if ill finish my book..anyway for a while im making friends...

at the beggining here i started writing in portuguese just for me..and i traveled a lot in my mind..remembering my life or writing abt my experiences in these days..

i remembered all my happy days..i remembered when my doughter borned..it was an incredible feeling!!..i couldnt believe that the baby i carried inside me now was in my hands!! ;)..and my lil boy..so hairy and fatty!! :)..nights without sleep..well..moms dont sleep..they just take care abt their sons sleep..

my quick thoughts doesnt allow me to catch them..i c my life in a quick motion..i remember all these afternoons with my friends and family around the swiming pool..my motorbike..my horse scooby..me walking in the rain..travelling by train with a bag in my back in europe..friends i did..friends ill never met..friends i hav..me working in spain..me looking to the stars and thinking how could be life outside there...me jumping from somewhere.. (i like to jump..humm..i always jump with my eyes opened..) my first kiss..my first lov..my last lov...u...just forget it baby...me alone in a hotel writing my blog waiting for a business meeting..my childhood..my mom always angry and my dad telling me stories to sleep..(how i loved him..)...climbing a mountain..feeling so cold..and running in that big accident there..the unforgetable sound of these helicopters..the relief when i took a hot coffee in a warm house..and my tears for my lost friends there..how cold can be life sometimes..it makes u grow up so fast..

in last mounths trying to get something interesting to my book i learned many things abt people and abt myself..good and no good things..and i discovered how weak i still can be..how i still could be hurted..and how i still can lov..wow..thats is the great part!! i can lov again!! but i thought i had found my treasure..i thought i could believe in that..i thought i could be happy with that..but the only one thing i got was be hurted..yes.. i went so deep..nothing for me is medium...relax..at the end everyhitng will be ok..no pain..no gain..but y do we need to learn some things in life by pain??

in these black pages theres a story of someone who ever looked for something so special..and she is still looking for that..

im a dreamer..thats y i always can be recover myself..i always believe in better days even when nobody believes that..when i close my eyes i can c how im happy..i hav a strong fource inside of me that always gets me up when i think i cant do it by myself..

do u wanna live forever?? i do..even in a blog...
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..good bye mr. vain..

do u really think u got me?? u r completely WRONG mr vain..

Call him Mr. Raider call him Mr. Wrong call him Mr. Vain
Call him Mr. Raider call him Mr. Wrong call him insane
He'd say: "I know what I want and I want it now I want you cause I'm Mr. Vain.."

"Call me Mr. Raider call me Mr. Wrong call me insane call me Mr. Vain call me what you like as long as you call me time and again fell the presence of the aura of the man none to compare loveless dying for a chance just to touch a hand or a moment to share can't deny the urge that makes them want to lose themselves to the debonair one hold me back the simple fact is that i'm all that and i'm always near one sexy can't perplex me now you know who'r a was if you didn't know before I know what I want and I want it now I want you then I want a little more.."

Call him Mr. Raider call him Mr. Wrong call him Mr. Vain
Call him Mr. Raider call him Mr. Wrong call him insane
He'd say: "I know what I want and I want it now I want you cause I'm Mr. Vain.."

"Girls are all over the world they hope and pray and die for man like me cause I'm the one begotten son that breaks the mould get a look at male epitome style has never seen that makes you want to grab and hold and squeeze real tight whose gonna be the one to save you from yourself when you wanna take a bite please oh baby please you beg you want to stay you got to get some caught up in the charm that I laid on thick and now there's nowhere to run just another fish to fit the worm on the hook of my line yeah I keep many females longing for a chance to win my heart with s-e-x and plenty"

soo..gooood bye mr. vain..:))..I do the RULES in MY game!!..u r OUT of MY world!! and at this time..4 EVER..:))))))))))))..

..awwwwwwwww..i forgot to say.."honey" :P..hahhahhaaaa

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