...vitamins..vitamins..vitamins...

im trying to take a good care of me...but is not easy..im a rebel :P
im taking a lot of vitamins to recuperate me from that flu..i lost too much weight!!
till now i dont know what really hit me..alergy or whatever..cause i dont be sick like that..EVER!
at my work my ex-husband gave me some days to rest once more..
and when i come back..im gonna work..
like a slave again..hehe..
great!

btw..i took this pic today!!... am i getting better?? ;;)



what a storm....

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see...

I'm just a poor boy,
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows,
doesn't really matter to me,
to me...

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away

- Mama,
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on,
As if nothing really matters..

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody - I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind
And face the truth

- Mama,
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.......

(I see a little silhouetto of a man)
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning
(very very frightening me!)

Gallileo,
Gallileo,
Gallileo,
Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro

Magnifico!

- But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me

He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

- Easy come easy go - will you let me go

Bismillah! No - we will not let you go -
Let him go!
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go!
Bismillah! We will not let you go
- Let me go!
Will not let you go
- Let me go!

Never, never let you go -
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!!!!!!!!
- Let me go! Never let me go!

- Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me
for meeeee.........

So you think
You can stole me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me
And leave me to die

Oh baby - can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out -
Just gotta get right outta here

........................

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows...


Bohemian Rhapsody
Queen - Freddie Mercury

...nerds at the bar..hehe..n what the flu did with me:s...

yesterday luciana, paty and me went to another pub to eat some onions..i looooooooooove frie onions..yuuummyyyyyyyyy! and..sure..we knew some other people again..
a group beside us asked to take just one pic and send by mail to them cause they were from other city..and OMG! they were like nerds at the table...haha
and here you are marcio, lucas and his friends!!

we were in a round table and there was not another place to sit..the pub was completelly full..and the waiter girl asked if 2 people could sit with us cause they wanted to eat something..and ok! we said ya! sure!
then came daniel and fernando, both from Mato Grosso do Sul..another state in Brazil..so distant from Rio de Janeiro.

at the end..we came back to home..each one with a gum..:P onions have a strange odor..hehe


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well..im really thin now..after that flu..it was awful!
the pic at the post under here..where im wearing white shirt..i took like one month ago..
just after that i got a flu..
and when i grow thinner i lose some important parts of me..hehe

...get leave...

im winning again..the change is not completed..but a long time i dont feel so free..
nothing inside to lock me in any place..
no thoughts before sleep..
a complete surrender
to my life's book

which hand is writing right now?
some parts of the story i was not on control
we have free will..but not in everything

everything is made to be broken
and one day
the history of our planet
will be a legend
for some kids in future
it will tell them
how can a man destruct
his best dreams

and then
if our (hi) story
helps other civilization
we could say...

well..we will not be here anymore.....

...relaxing..everything is backing to normal!...

well..finally my flu is leaving me! im still feeling like lazy but..its fine..not a big deal..my friend luciana is happy again..like i said..time makes you forget everything!
and arik is coming back to rio..i hope he have had a nice time there cause he was visiting beautiful places in bahia..im gonna publish some pics from there some other time..
my country is really so much beautiful!

so...im gonna sleep now..i have a huge schedule tomorrow ..

...SUMMER...

..summer is ending...

so..summer is almost finished here..and this baloon is always at the sky when summer starts since the end of 1999 to 2000..
i love summer and see this at the sky is like to see a happy time symbol...but with the end of summer ends the baloon flyght too...till the next summer..

im just wondering when my flu will end as well >:P

...

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON...
THEN OPEN UR WARDROBE AND TAKE UR BETTER SMILE TO WEAR..
DOESNT MATTER IF U FEEL GOOD OR NOT..NOBODY CARES ANYWAY
BUT MAYBE TODAY IS UR DAY TO FIND SOMEONE
WHO WILL CARE ABT YOU.. :)
AND IF IT DOESNT HAPPEN..NEVER MIND
U STILL HAVE URSELF...

BE BRAVE SWEETHEART..LIFE IS TOO SHORT..
AND NOTHING IS GONNA CHANGE THE HUMAN NATURE.....

AND DONT WORRY..
WITH TIME YOU FORGET E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G...



you went so deep...now..it is time to re-birth...
once more.........


be brave

friends are forever..anywhere..anytime :)

well..im feeling like dead today :(
since some days ago i got a flu and i have starting to take anthibiotics..but on thursday i went out with my friends..lu was not ok and we get out with her to cheer her up..and we took some pics. .
i knew someone really funny..his name is terje and he is for norway..i gave some info abt my city and abt other places to know in my country..and he told me that Rio de Janeiro is the most beautiful city that he had never seen before!!! :)
then..after that we came back home and at the other day..i was WOOOOOOOOOOORST!!! :(
so..now just be at home and relax...im gonna be ok in some days

well..i wish better days to my friend lu..she is so beautiful and so good heart..she deserves all happiness of this world...
friends are forever..anytime..anywhere..always together :)
i always be there for a friend..

pic: luciana, paty & me
ugh! i hate digital cameras :P

multi-touch screen...check this out! :P

...

...i woke up too early today...it will be a long day i guess..im going out in some mins..lots of things to do today. ...everybody is sleeping now..and when im alone many things pass through my mind..so fast....
and i remembered when i was at the nun school...the stories..the prayers early morning..and the beautiful place named Alto da Boa Vista where my school is still located.
the church was monumental and the priest was really a fun and good person who used to teach us always with examples to all kids understand....and i never knew another priest like that..his name was Don Martinho..an old, lil bit fat and bald man..he looked like a santa claus if he had more hairs :P
someday he said a pray..and later a brazilian singer did a song..the name of the singer was Renato Russo..and the pray is like that....



"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

(1 Corinthians 13 - from the Holy Bible)



no more words...
have a nice day you all....

friends...

slowly im coming back to road again..starting to get out..and a true friend can make really the diference..i was looking like an oyster :o ...and if my friend luciana didnt insist with me i would be still inside my shell :P she had her bad times as well..but now she is shining again :) and im happy for her! just a true human being cares about others..and she is making me start to remember who i am..a happy person who loves to live..n have fun :P thats y i call her my true friend :)

*pic: me, paty, karlinha, luciana, jackie & daiane ;) herbbie is from miami n he took the pics for us :P ...with me is arik from israel..he is making a trip to some places in brazil..now he is in salvador (bahia state)..i hope he have fun! ;)

oh god..how im fat :s

...

you know..love is the beggining and the end of everything
for love we live..for love we die
lucky is someone who loves and is beloved
love changes everything...
changes life
changes darkness in light...
n if i could choose
after i die
i would like to be an angel to protect all lovers
to never see them cry..

is there anything more beautiful than see a couple in love
looking to each other eyes?

i hope you find the love of your dreams...
good luck then
and take a good care of your love ;)

so..

when a guy is falling in love
n he feels so much passion for the girl..
he wanna drive fast
he is full of sensuality
and thats what he would say to her......

Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band


i walk alone...

ASHES....

Carnival finished since yesterday and today is like "ashes wednesday".
Everything is still slow and the shops open at 12pm today..
And people are already thinking about the next parade of the school of samba cause samba never sleeps.
They're gonna start to compose the songs and after that the fantasies to tell the story about the song tells.
To these people..the year starts now.

CARNIVAL 2006 - RIO DE JANEIRO!!!