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IM FRIENDLY, HAPPY, SARCASTIC, EXPLOSIVE...
I LOVE TO MAKE FRIENDS...
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WELCOME TO MY LIFE!! WE CAN WALK TOGETHER... WHERE DO WE GO??
I DON´T KNOW...THE MOST IMPORTANT IS YOUR COMPANY!!
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"WHAT DOESN´T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER."
(F. Nietzsche..and me..:P)
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SMILE!! EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON...
..AND LIFE IS TOO SHORT...SO...BE BRAVE..
THERES NOTHING WORST THAN A COWARD :P
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I DEDICATE THIS PROFILE
TO USMAN KHALID
WHO TAUGHT ME THE IMPORTANCE
OF MY REAL LIFE
IM SO THANKFUL TO HIM
AND I WILL ALWAYS BE HIS WELL WISHER
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WARNING: GIRLS DONT TRY TO ADD ME!!
CAUSE GIRLS ARE NOT ALLOWED IN MY WORLD!
JUST SOME SPECIAL ONES
AND THEY'RE ALREADY IN MY LIST OR IN MY LIFE!!
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“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."-- "On The Road” Jack Kerouak

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EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON...
THEN..TAKE UR BETTER SMILE..AND GET LIVING!
DOESNT MATTER IF U FEEL GOOD OR NOT..
NOBODY CARES ANYWAY
BUT MAYBE TODAY IS UR DAY TO FIND
SOMEONE WHO WILL CARE ABT YOU.. :)
AND IF IT DOESNT HAPPEN..NEVER MIND
U STILL HAVE URSELF.
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BE BRAVE SWEETHEART..LIFE IS TOO SHORT..
AND NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE THE HUMAN NATURE...
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AND DONT WORRY..WITH TIME YOU FORGET EVERYTHING.
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IF YOU WANNA ADD ME..GO AHEAD..
WHAT WOULD BE THE UTILITY OF THIS COMMUNITY?!?
BE ISOLATED??
AND..I WILL NOT TEST YOU TO ADD YOU IN MY LIST..
I WON'T BE RUDE..
IM A CIVILIZED PERSON :)
BUT FOR SURE IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME
TILL YOU GET INTO MY LIFE..
QUALITY..QUANTITY..ITS ALL BLA-BLA-BLA..
WE JUST GET TO KNOW WHO SOMEONE IS
IF WE GIVE A CHANCE TO THIS :P
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“The only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live,
mad to talk,
mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time,
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing,
but burn,
burn,
burn,
like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars..."
(On The Road - Jack Kerouak)


thanx god
im on the road again

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there are two strong things in life

hate and love

they make you feel powerful

over all things in earth

just dont let it makes you be stupid

you can go everywhere

but never too far that you are not able to come back

be free sweetheart

of all expectation

cause nobody

will change

the human nature


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today is a good day to start your change

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.:one more level:.

what is this now?
this is your next level
im afraid..i think im not really strong right now to cross this gate
yes..you are dear....i know this line is obscure..but will be your most important step in all your whole life
now...theres nothing to keep you at this side..you have lost some of the most precious things for you and today you faced that theres no way to come back
you need to cross this line
and be free...definitelly
am i going alone??
theres no other way
but you will find some others like you
just go..and dont think
soon they will meet you
and you will see
that is not too hard
to move on


















bye

Testemonial

YEAH THIS TESTIMONIAL NEEDS SOME SPACE :P...
SOME GOOD SHIT SONG FROM 'A PERFECT CIRCLE'...
HERE GOES

I believe I can cure it all for you, dear
Coax or trick or drive or
drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thoughtI can magically heal you ... [0_o]

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to rescue
Sleeping Beauty ;)

Drunk on ego
Truly thought I could make it right
If I kissed you one more time to
Help you face the nightmare
But you're far too poisoned for me
Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber
That I could actually heal you.. :P

Sleeping Beauty
Poisoned and hopeless
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you
Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
And hiding from some poisoned memory
Poisoned and hopeless
Sleeping Beauty ...
AND YEAH NUTHIN PERSONAL IN THAT SONG.
JUST FELT LIKE POSTING IT.. AITE' THEN ;)
5/20/05

.:the wrong person:.

Thinking well
In everything what the people sees and experiences
And hears and thinks
Doesnt exist a right person for us
Exists a person
Who - if you are going to stop to think
Is, in fact, the wrong person.
Because the right person
Does everything right
Arrives at the right moment,
Speaks the right things,
Does the right things,
But not always we need the right things.

Then is time to find the wrong person.
The wrong person is going to make you lose your head
Do insanities
Be late
Die of love
The wrong person will stay a day without to look for u
To the time when you meet each other
The surrender be so much truer
The wrong person, is in fact, who we call of right person
That person will make you cry
But an hour later is going to be drying your tears
That person is going to remove your sleep
But will give you back a night of unforgettable love
That person perhaps will hurt you
And later will fill you in with sweetnesses asking pardon
That person cannot be 100% of your side
But is going to be 100% of his life waiting for you
He will be his whole lifetime thinking of you.

The wrong person should appear for everyone
Because life is not right
Nothing here is right
What is really right is
That we should live
Each second
Each moment
Loving, smiling, crying, exciting, thinking, acting, wanting, obtaining
And just like this
Is possible to arrive to that moment of the day
In that we say:
"For the grace of God everything have worked right"
When in fact
Everything what do HE wants is
That we find the wrong person
To make the right things start to work really right for us..!!!

(Luis Fernando Veríssimo)
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...the stone...

the absent minded one in it tripped
the rough one used like projectile
the enterprising, using it, built.
the peasant, tired of the toil, of it did seat.
to boys, was toy.
Drummond it poeticized.
David killed Golias
and Michelangelo transformed it into the most beautiful sculptures...

in all of those cases, the difference was not in the stone, but in the man!!!

doesnt exist "stone" on your road that you do not be able to take advantage of it for your own growth...
(this text was sended to me by my friend luciana)
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so..in time of thinking that u are beeing punished for something dont forget that stones in our way means something..
but u have the free will to transform that moment in a positive thing...or not.....

in the moment that is happening..maybe u cant find a reason..
or maybe u will find a negative reason for that..
but try always learning abt what is happening and how u can make this work positively for you..

and relax..nobody is perfect ;)
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AH, THE TASTE AND FEEL OF BLOOD WHEN ALL PASSION AND GREED IS SHARPENED IN THAT ONE DESIRE!...:)


COME TO ME AND I SHALL BE THE SUN ROUND WHICH YOU ARE LOCKED IN ORBIT, AND MY RAYS SHALL LAY BARE THE SECRETS YOU KEEP FROM EACH OTHER, AND I, WHO POSSESS THE CHARMS AND POWERS OF WHICH YOU HAVE NO INKLING, SHALL CONTROL AND POSSESS AND DESTROY YOU....HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHA.... :P

It's Close To Midnight And Something Evil's Lurking In The Dark
Under The Moonlight You See A Sight That Almost Stops Your Heart
You Try To Scream But Terror Takes The Sound Before You Make It
You Start To Freeze As Horror Looks You Right Between The Eyes,
You're Paralyzed....UUWWUHAHUA HUA HUA... :)

You Hear The Door Slam And Realize There's Nowhere Left To Run
You Feel The Cold Hand And Wonder If You'll Ever See The Sun
You Close Your Eyes And Hope That This Is Just Imagination
But All The While You Hear The Creature Creepin' Up Behind
You're Out Of Time....

DID I SCARE YOU NoW.... [0_o]
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no..u didnt
not anymore.
cheerz ;)
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light bulb º

something unexpected happens
u are paralized
ur heart beats fast
fast
fast
and faster
for few minutes
u feel life inside of u again
but is something untouchable
and u leave
cause u dont know what to do




but for few minutes
u were alive

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well..life is strange
sometimes we have the same opportunity
twice
and again u feel the same
ur heart beating fast
fast
fast
and faster
but at this time
u wanna see what is behind the veil
u can hear ur heart beating inside ur ears
u come closer
and closer
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u open the veil
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theres nothing there.

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many times
we use to give too much value
to useless things
cause the silence can be beautiful
but so often hiddes the truth

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but all this showed to u
that ur heart is still alive
or not
maybe he is just a light bulb
"that is turned off but is still hot..."

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u are free now
at least from this fake nightmare
or from ur most beautiful dream
what..at the end..was nothing

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did u learn ur lesson now?

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who knows...

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.:fernando pessoa:.

since i was a lil girl i like to read and write..i loved to read some wierd writers like edgar alan poe and oscar wilde..but when i read for the first time fernando pessoa i felt a dep connection with him..mainly with one of his identities named álvaro de campos..im trying to find ma fav poems of him in english cause is really beautiful..like...


I am the escaped one,
After I was born
They locked me up inside me
But I left.
My soul seeks me,
Through hills and valley,
I hope my soul
Never finds me.
(I am the escaped one )

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I am nothing.
I shall always be nothing.
I can only want to be nothing.
Apart from this, I have in me all the dreams in the world.
(The Tobacconist´s by Álvaro de Campos)

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I made of myself something beyond my knowledge,
And what I could make of myself I failed to do.
The domino costume that I wore was all wrong.
They immediately took me for someone I was not
and I didn’t deny it, and I was lost.
When I tried to take off the mask,
It was stuck to my face.
When I took it off and looked in the mirror,
I had grown old,
I was drunk, and I didn't know how to put on
the costume that I had not taken off.
I threw the mask away and slept in the dressing room
As a dog tolerated by the management
because he’s harmless.
And I’m going to write this story to prove
that I’m sublime.













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I bring inside of my heart,
As in a safe that if cannot close of full,
All the places where it stows,
All the ports that I arrived,
All the landscapes that i saw through windows or guards,
Or of quarter-decks, dreaming,
And everything this, that is in such a way, is not enough for what I want.

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I travelled for more lands of that those where I touched...
Saw more landscapes of those where I put the eyes...
I tried more sensations of that all the sensations that I felt,
Because, no matter how hard it felt, it always lacked that to feel to me
And the life always ached me, it always was little, and I, unhappy

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I feel that was outside of what I imagined everything what I wanted,
That even so I wanted everything, everything lacked to me....
(PASSING HOURS )

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My soul is a light bulb that is turned off but is still hot...
(Absurd Hour)

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The poet is a faker
Who's so good at his act
He even fakes the pain
Of pain he feels in fact


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Contradiction is the essence of the universe...

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WHEN IT ALL HAPPENED...

1888: Fernando Antonio Nogueira Pessoa is born on June 13, in Lisbon. - 1893: His father dies. - 1895: His mother marries Commander João Miguel Rosa. They move to Durban, South Africa. - 1904: He receives the Queen Victoria Memorial Prize, for an essay presented as part of the admission tests for Cape of Good Hope University. - 1905: He returns to Lisbon, alone. - 1912: He debuts as a writer in the literary magazine Águia. - 1915: Together with some friends, he founds Orpheu Magazine. - 1918/21: Publishes English Poems. - 1925: The poet's mother dies. - 1934: Publication of Mensagem. - 1935: Fernando Pessoa dies in Lisbon, victim of liver disorders.