Questions

2005. It seems was yesterday. "What have I become? Everyone I know goes away in the end." I was a dreamer, sweet, happy. Before sleeping I used to look to the stars and imagine other worlds. It was nice share this moments with my daughter when she was still a little girl. My life had always music as background since the moment I opened my eyes till I sleep. I had a lot of friends, I used to hang out with them and I was always laughing. I used to dance, to draw, write read and travel anytime was possible. When my childrem came, my life was complete. All the problems I came through didnt mean nothing worth to be sad or something. Only after being beaten by life for so many times I started changing. But this change only started in 2005. At the beginning I didnt understand. I couldnt believe that, in fact, I was alone. Where was the God I always believed? I had always so many chances and oportunities and suddenly, it was only silence. I never took a revenge in my life, but for the first time, I did it. It makes me think: who am I? Or better.. in what did I become? Have I to step back and start from the part I stopped being me? I dont know. I feel like a prisoner... of what? I want my soul back. I just dont know the way to get it.