just playing..again..

...im baaack!!...better than before..

well..well..well..guys..im doing nothing these days..just prepairing me to the next chapter of ma life..and i hav many..thats a neverending book!! hehe

hey!! and im really really happyyyyyyyyy..ma friend vikram (with M) is baaack!! wow!!
hey mo!! hehe..next time that u come here u will read ur name..
i hope u dont mind.. ;)

thats really unbelievable how someone can be so funny and so deep..so free and so friendly..everything is so clear to him!! and he is so much clever!! he is studying at IIT..and its not easy to get aproved there..im so proud of uuuuu!! thats so kool that u didnt forget me!! after a long vacations with no talks in internet..

god bless u!! :)
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and today was the day to meet old frenz..i spent ma day meeting people that i had not seen a long time ago..reals and virtuals ones..kool!! .. and i talked a looot with dipen today!! ma eternal best friend.. :P
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well..adiii!! i wish u luck with ur soulmate in brasil.. ;) ..thanks a lot for ur words today..u r really kool!!
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and thats wot really good frenz do for u..makes u more happy and strongerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
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..if u're not the one..

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If You're Not The One - Beddingfield Daniel

look..ur way is crossing another way..u need to complet urself..fly sweetheart..

now u r going through the gate..n u know something? u had no choice..u cant come back..u cant run away..i know wot u r feeling..but for now theres ur only one way..dont close ur eyes..its so beautiful..dont destroy wot u lov this time..just go ahead..maybe u hav nothing to loose..or nothing to win..but just time can tell u abt that..

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noooosssaaaa!!! agora me isolei de vez!!! sempre acontece isso quando estou em fase de transformação..evolução?? tá tudo muuuuiiiittooo quieto dentro de mim...e quieta é o que menos sou..estou sempre tentando algo novo..bom..só..na verdade..estou pensando..tenho até uma idéia do que vou fazer..o que preciso é deixar fluir..sem desafios novos a vida fica muuiiitto chattaaaaaaaa..por isso nem bebo..nem me drogo de nenhuma forma..já pensou viver de porre?? ou ser akela pessoinha que precisa de sempre mais anestesia prá viver??
não queroooo anestesiaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

bom..e tem ainda akela estória do meu coração..parou em algum lugar..e eu não consigo tirá-lo de lá..libertas quae sera tamen!!!
um dia eu me liberto disso também..
ahh..sou expert em sonhos impossíveis..
mas não foi assim que o homem conseguiu ir à lua??

dont run.. n for wot..
if wot u were looking for is so close to u now..
relax..time is the best solution for everything..
theres no enemy..just the other part of u..

and if something will be wrong..u can always choose another gate..
ill open all for u..
just be happy now..

Easier To Run
Linkin Park

Its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

something has been taken from deep inside of me
a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show they never go away
like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

if i could change i would take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would

sometimes i remember the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there would never be a past
just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside
pretending i don't feel so misplaced
is so much simpler than change

http://radio.terra.com.br/busca/musicas.php?musica=Easier%20To%20Run

u r always saying that i do a good work with pics..then..i did something with one of urs..i just use that simple efects that i told u..but..if u could send me that program..n..if ma comp could save it :o ..i could make really a good work..but maybe ill need to buy another comp..i cant improve it so much..later u tell me wot u think..ok?? c ya!!
good luck in ur test tomorrow.. :)
hmm..and sorry for ma english.. :P

and thas is the most amazing draw..hehe..did u remember that?? :D

but i think thas the most amazing view..taj mahal..it looks like a dream..

n wot abt try to ride a camel?? :D ..deserts are really misterious..

n..fascinating is..the power with those snakes..i can hear the flute playing..

kool...but..wots the meaning??

and abt the tradicional dance..well..i like all kind of dance..

and i liked the name of that palace..palace of the winds..

i took some pics from ur country..thas from holi celebration that u told me i guess..clothes r really amazing..

well..nothing better than a true friend..who makes u feel better even when u r so bored..ya..i was bored today..ma day off and it was so cold and rainy..eeerrrrk..i hate sundays like that.. but i could talk with dipen!! :) hey..u r really ma friend!! ma so close friend..with who i can talk abt everything..and now u studying philosophy for sure we will get deeper in our talks..hehe..but how can u manage computers and philosophy?? well..just an indian can answer that..i know our freindship is forever...u acept me how i am..and even when the lines on ma face show the time passing..u will be here..and ill be always there for ya..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment..forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Laying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever..
Forever and ever...

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you..and just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time.............

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing...

http://radio.terra.com.br/includes/internas_albuns/2/2521.php?id_art=117- hear that song...

sometimes..life can change so suddenly....and a new door is opened..and at the first time in ur life u can see..u can find..u can feel..wot u were looking for...
time to fly..and at this time..with ur heart full of lov..and color....
keep ur eyes opened..dont miss a thing.....
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is there anything better than find wot u were looking for??

the gate is opened..dont loose that chance now..forget the past..forget ur fears..u r not alone anymore...

...heavell...

...new settings...

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hmm..neste mês tá fazendo um ano que comecei realmente na internet..msn..falar com pessoas que nunca vi ou nunca verei..meu primeiro amigo foi edward chaos..um chinês que me ensinou a jogar reversi..é..foi no reversi que tudo começou..tava cansada de jogar isolada no meu mundinho e entrei no gamezone.com..
em agosto vai fazer um ano que comecei este blog..quase o mesmo tempo que tenho de orkut..
mas..adorei a idéia de fazer um diário sem precisar guardar em algum lugar entre meus livros ou em meu pc..
neste tempo muita coisa mudou..aconteceu..sabe..akelas coisas..amei..sofri..chorei..encontrei pessoas ótimas..
aki já fui anjo..demônio..já fui a boa garota com um grande coração..já me perdi e me achei inúmeras vezes..comecei a amar sem esperar nada..com um indiano..como doeu!!...e aprendi a distinguir as pessoas..só pelo modo como elas escrevem..aprendi a usar melhor o poder das palavras..e a perceber que muitas vezes tudo isso é só um jogo para impressionar..
a realidade pode machucar mesmo aki..

mas a minha alma continua a mesma..ainda procurando algo inatingível..algo que me transcenda desta pobre realidade..um sentido mais profundo que me faça sentir útil e que me mostre realmente para quê eu vim para este mundo..
ainda ando com meu som acoplado no meu corpo..vendo o mundo através da música..buscando saber o que sinto sobre tudo à minha volta..que às vezes parece meio sem sentido..
ainda me vejo em algum lugar..procurando ir..e ser algo melhor do que sou..
a busca nunca termina...

não existe porto para um navio pirata..
escrevi isso quando tinha 17 anos..e como eu sei disso..
o tempo passa a ainda me sinto pirata na vida..sem pertencer a nenhum lugar....
mas não custa continuar tentando....
um dia eu encontro o que estou buscando..e então..
tudo isso fará algum sentido prá mim...

olho para a foto logo abaixo aki..hmm..joogi foi a coisa mais louca que já me aconteceu..
como se pode gostar de alguém estando tão longe?? meu primeiro contato com ele foi em 14 de novembro de 2004 e a gente se fala até hoje..ele é a minha relação mais longa na internet..até já trabalhamos em um site experimental dele..foi demais..ele me trouxe um site todo cor-de-rosa e disse que era um presente..eu podia fazer o que quisesse..editar..apagar..criar..foi muito divertido!! e ele criou também este wallpaper..com o meu nome..só não posso colocar inteiro aki pois é um projeto novo em que ele está trabalhando agora..trabalhamos muito agora..mas antes ficávamos os nossos dias livres online..horas e horas..e noites..uma grande companhia..sempre com uma idéia nova ou uma coisa engraçada prá dizer!!

fim de ano..fogos no céu...mensagem manuscrita..
te adoro lindoooooo..muaaahhhhhh