im in the airport right now waiting a flight..it is too late
i looked for a computer just to pass the time..n im hearing the airplanes
i took a coffee..i mean..more than 3...hmm..maybe i need to drink a red bull with coffee :P

well..when u are waiting something in a empty place you start thinking abt many things..im trying to feel what i am feeling..but theres no contact..everything is so mechanical

no sadness..no happiness..maybe im starting to live or learn how to live with no expectations..a lesson what my hindi friend Dipen always tried to teach me since a year ago..and taking a look to myself in that time and now..how im diferent

u know..i thought i would never change..that i would be forever a believer... or maybe i am still...just in vacations :D

the time of the big pain is gone..till the next one....but i hope to dont try it anymore..i just wanna keep in mind the best moments cause it will keep me alive if i feel down someday

but the sky is just a sky..and a sunny day is just another sunny day..and i never thought to finish my book like this..

but even the pirates get older..

is it the end of madmaktub?

i dont know
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