i went to the hospital yesterday to see claudia..ma cousin..when i arrived..someone was doing phisioteraphy in her legs..she is in bed abt 1 month..she hold ma hands and said.."we can be so distant sometimes but we are always together in heart"..

she knows that she is dieing..but i didnt see sadness in her eyes..just a strong light..she is really strong..always was..

i begun to talk a lot..i didnt wanna cry..and we laugh a lot..remembering all those funny stories that we lived together..

how i lov u sweetheart..someday i wont see u again..u always understood me...u always understand everyone...and u are so beautiful and calm..for sure ull go to heaven to meet people like u..angels..................................................

u wont need to knock at the heavens door..it will be opened for ya.................................................................