time to reborn..
20th january, 2005 ...time to forget the past..but its beeing hard to me...i can work hard..even 18 hours a day..or more..i can stay without sleep..i can stay without eat well..all this is so easy for me...
but when i remember u...i dont know how to live from now on..i dont know how to live without a part of me..
my head is aching a lot..i sleept for a few hours..a numb sleep...
in these strange days i hav to mention... my friend Sohaib..hi beautiful ;)..u r always in good mood..u hav always kool things to say..thanx a lot..my sweet friend Waseem..koollyfe..i discover u can be a real friend..be my friend 4ever..and my dearest friend Hoda..from Iran..thanx Hoda u r so special 4 me..im praying 4 u and ur bf..thanx for ur words and ur prayer..ill never forget it..when u come to visit Brasil..ill waiting 4 ya..ok?
u all..will always be welcome to my life...
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21st january, 2005...im preparing to go to work now..my head is already heavy today..but im better than yesterday..
i hav a new friend..his name? Pasha..19 years old..pakistani guy living in usa..he is so trusted person..and he loves his girlfriend so much..he made me laugh a lot..he is really a good guy and kool!! he knows everything abt computers!! and thats is his web site.. http://lllpashalll.rulestheweb.com/ ..everything abt computers u can find here..just click in Astalavista..S. is a lucky girl..;)..and so as me..to hav his friendship..i hope..God bless u Pasha!..just cause of u i could sleep well..u gave me tranquility..thanx a lot..im gonna keep ur friendship..happy eid mubarak!!!
well..time is the best solution 4 everything..
..and im not a loser..
Somewhere I Belong
Linkin Park
(When this began)
I had nothing to say and I'd get lostin the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing that I got left to feel
(Nothing to do)
Just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own...
I wanna heal..I wanna feel..what I thought was never real..
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long..
(Erase all the pain until it's gone)
I wanna heal..I wanna feel..like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong...
And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face..
(I was confused)
Look at everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined I tall in my mind..
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity because I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain I'm hollow and alone and the fault is my own..
and the fault is my own...
I wanna heal..I wanna feel..
What I thought was never real..I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase aaaaaaaaaall the pain until it's gone)
I wanna heal..I wanna feel..like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong...
I will never know myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything until I break away from me
I will break away..
I'll find myself todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...
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