..i will get it...haha..

it is 00:23 am in my town..and im still trying to sing that song..beware of the boys..punjabi mc..even i understand anything of this language..
"punjab is a province in pakistan and in india too..these guys r indians but living in u.k..and the language of this song its a local language in punjab".. said a new pakistani friend that live in Kwait..

really kool!!!

...my friend came back!!...

ow...when i was writing the other post my friend E. Chaos got into my msn..wow..it was nice!! he is a nice friend..when i was in trouble he send many messages for me..i wrote about him already..
he is from China...Guandong city..23 yo..and it was almost three months that we didnt talk..
i know him playing Reversi in MSN Game Zone...zone.com..i never could win..he is really gr8!! and he teached me to play well..
nice to talk with him again!!..

..Punjabi Mc..Beware of the Boys..i lov it..but i dont understand quite nothing!!!...

Panjabi Mc
Beware Of The Boys


(Jay-Z)
It's the Roc in the building
Calib, Ramel, Tarrell in the house

(Panjabi MC)
Mimian to but the tiri bachin akilar
Baleri ke muki ale bachin akilaaaaar

(Jay-Z)
Yes, live from the United States
Brooklyn New York its ya boy,
Young

(Panjabi MC)
Mimian to but the tiri bachin akilar
Baleri ke muki ale bachin akilaaaaar

(Jay-Z)
The Neptunes is in the house

(Panjabi MC)
I'll retari nakesiri ona tar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi

(Jay-Z)
As soon as the beat drop
We got the streets locked
Over sees at budjabi mc and the roc
I came to see the mamis in the spot
On the count of three drop your body like it's hot
One, young,
Two, you, want, to,
Three, young hovs a snakecharmer
Move your body like a snake mama
Make me wanna put the snake on you
I'm on my 8th summer still hot young's the 8th wonder
All I do is get bread, yeah I take wonder
I take one of your chics straight from under your arm pit
The black Brad Pitt I mack 'til six in the AM
All day
I'm P-I-M-P
I am simply attached to the track like a symphony
It's simply good young hov infinately

(Panjabi MC)
I'll retari nakesiri ona tar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh

Eraki kisure gemme silli etha Hoker-eSiki eth adama sillin millin etha hoker-eee
Eraki kisure gemme silli etha Hoker-eSiki eth adama sillin millin etha hoker-eeeee
Tami ke Rakimi itoml-mi putai
Tami ke Rakimi itoml-mi putai
Ull the muri gemmi onli albahar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh!

Garib beat to wan mi pea urub da tha marda
Pot della alla ina Hurlara miss tha hardaaa
Garib beat to wan mi pea urub da tha marda
Pot della alla ina Hurlara miss tha hardaaa
On
Ai go the Hindi you konimi kanithor
On
Ai go the Hindi you konimi kanithor
Ill gerent the ersoni koinar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh

Mundian To Bullop eneri ab tha Harria
Tell mi if Ai Canabi eneri abi sharia
Mundian To Bullop eneri ab tha Harria
Tell mi if Ai Canabi eneri abi sharia
Then you up tha heuabe erubi ab di wanna
Then you up tha heuabe erubi ab di wanna
In tha Sackin and tha Hussin ant tha wa
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, hurle, hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach ke Rahi
With the Hurle, Hurle, Hurle murd Bilar
The Mundian to bach keee Rahiiiiiiiiii-ahhh

hummm...so sexy language...wow

...the beach in my neighborhood...

ipanema beach..i live here!!! u can see the Two Brothers Stone.. and behind Gavea Stone..someone said that r many fenice inscriptions there.. true?? nobody knows but there r many strange inscriptions there..until now..but this stone is so strange..it is a face..and u can go there and get into his eyes..

later im going to play volley there!! today is sunday..
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..the most beautiful city...

u can see the statue of Christ with His open arms..and the Sugar Loaf..and Copacabana beach at right..
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..wake up...ow..u didnt sleep...

wake up
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..wow...life must go on..bab..

and..it´s 3:00 in the morning!! sunday...my town never goes to sleep..


view of Guanabara bay..Rio de Janeiro city..my town...and in front of u the Sugar Loaf..u can go up there..nice view!!!..now theres a night club there...u can dance...enjoy it!!


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but my dreams they aren’t as empty...as my conscious seems to be..

...one...

...

where is this pain coming from?
im feeling so empty today...and the moon is full..
even a warrior needs to rest...

silence in my dreams...and a way that never ends..
i never cry...im not so strong to do that..
but sometimes i let a breath scape from me..
im maybe like a lamp that turned off and is still warm..

everything bores me..
i´d like to look at something that makes me breath...
u made me breath many times...
but u r not real honey....

sometimes i dont know who i am..
sometimes im sure that..

i look at the mirror
i see all my life
my face is changing...


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...two...

...

i would like to live forever
in ur dreams..
in this life..
maybe just to be an energy connected in everything..
alive in everything..
to feel the life in its totality..

the smell of the night
remembers me
that´s no way
to come back...

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...three...

...

could an warrior cry??

leaving...just leaving this life...
slowly..
each day..
and going to..
nowhere...

where am i??
theres nobody here..

walking in the street
i feel the rain..
its a relief..
it cleans my thoughts for a few seconds..

theres nobody here..

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...ignition...

..........................
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.............................

.

..a kiss 4 ya...

a kiss from MadMaktub
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...improve...

definitly i need to improve my english..i hav many friends who speaks in english and sometimes i dont know what to say because my vocabulary is not good..
anyway i´ve changed many informations with them..abt many differents things.
a new virtual friend tell me abt Linkin Park...wow...they r really gr8!!..Evanescence 2..thats nice...Bring me to Life..
its the same kind of song i´ve heard when i was younger...im feel awake again...haha
but now im trying to listen Entity Paradigm...a pakistani band..
i know that i need also to read more books but i dont hav any time now...i spend my free time making gim, playing volley in the beach, bikin...i´m not so young now and i need to be healthy...maybe to live forever..haha



http://www.entityparadigm.com/ep.html - click here to know abt this band..and if u find where can i listen it...tell me ...pleeeeeeeeeeease!! i couldnt hear from this site(!?)

...bring me to life...

asleep...let me be free...

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I've become so numb? Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold, until you find it there and lead it back home. Wake me up.. Wake me up inside... I can't wake up. Wake me up inside.. Save me... Call my name and save me from the dark. Wake me up.. Bid my blood to run. I can't wake up.. Before I come undone. Save me.. Save me from the nothing I've become... Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real... Bring me to life.. I've been living a lie..There's nothing inside... Bring me to life.. Frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling.. Only you are the life among the dead. All of this time I can't believe I couldn't see.. Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me.. I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems. I've got to open my eyes to everything. Without a thought.. Without a voice.. Without a soul.. Don't let me die here.. There must be something more... Bring me to life..

(evanescence)

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...1000!!!...a thousand views!!!

Today is like a birthday!! Now complete 1000 views in that page!!
Welcome my friends..my life is yours!!! Theres nothing more important than friendship!!


www.fabianogama.cbj.net - and beginning the celebration...a gift to a dear friend...click here to know his work!!

we r come in, darling!!!
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hi, darling!! a thousand?? we r happy 4 ya!!!
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hi, Mad...congratulations!!!
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ô ôôô ôôôô!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Im so happy today my friends...yahoooooo!!!
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we are inseparable now...thanks 4 this..we love you Mad
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we are friends now...thanks Mad..
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Hi, honey!! I´ll do my best for you!!
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i love u Mad..a song 4 ya, sweet!
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uh!? repeat!...i didnt hear it!..a thousand what!?!
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i said a thousand people! a thooooousaaaand!! did u hear meeee??
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yuupeee!!
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hu? what did u say? a thousand people??
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a thousand people!!
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let´s dance...
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wow...and celebrate!!...
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let´s celebrate...opss
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wow...who did turn off the light??

...could u speak in urdu??...

"jo mujhe halak nahin karta woh mujhe mazeed taqatwar karta hai"

...it means...

"what doesn´t kill me makes me stronger"...
(f. nietzsche)

...going to nowhere...

Preciso escrever..não importa onde nem como..mas preciso me expressar..é o meu contato com a realidade...
Quando deixo de escrever...é como se o tempo desse uma parada...como se eu não tivesse vivido o suficiente...minhas batalhas ficam esquecidas e eu fico sem saber quem sou...
Decidi muito cedo que viveria todas as coisas...pois queria um dia contar sobre elas..mesmo que fosse somente para mim mesma...
Nesse momento me sinto como um guerreiro em repouso...tendo que provar tudo o que sou outra vez...meu inimigo é invisível...não se trata de pessoa alguma mas sim de circunstâncias...
Perder tudo...renascer outra vez...perdi a conta de quantas vezes já fiz isso...nada dura mesmo...por isso endureci...
No fundo acredito que ainda acredito...mas nem sei ao certo...acho que é só como "uma lâmpada que se apagou e que ainda se conserva quente"...
Lembro-me de meu jeito kamikaze de viver..como se já soubesse que tudo sempre terminaria...e que nada ficaria...apenas palavras...
Viver sem sentir ainda é um desafio para mim...mas sei que se eu quiser mesmo posso conseguir...
Sou diferente..sempre fui...sempre serei...

Remember when u were young??? U shone like the sun...
Now...like a black role in the sky u r
Going to nowhere...forever

Sei que vou olhar tudo isso um dia e vou entender tudo como um dia de sol bem normal...
Mas também sei que será tarde...e que não haverá mais tempo para viver do jeito que gostaria...

Ei, estranho...que preenche meus dias...pode você saber quem sou??? Claro que não...Então continue a sua ilusão...eu tenho que ir agora...não pertenço a nenhum lugar...

E o preço que se tem que pagar por escolher uma forma livre de viver...pode ser muito alto...

Tudo quieto agora...não sinto o coração da noite...vazio...silêncio...como vou renascer??...que tipo de milagre terá de acontecer agora??? cada vez vou mais fundo e cada vez o esforço é maior...é difícil até para alguém que não tem medo de nada, como eu...
...o vazio é absoluto...tão profundo que não enxergo o fim...se eu não mantiver o controle agora..será tarde demais...posso não enxergar mais o caminho de volta...
Talvez seja esse o meu único medo...perder a mim mesma.


Quem será MadMaktub agora??