Rio de Janeiro 2016!!!

Rio de Janeiro, Brazil - will host the 2016 Olympics! 

Question

I read in someone's profile " quiz of the day: how is it possible for a human to handle so much stress ? still wondering .." And I wanted to keep my answer.

Depending on the stress it can be easier or harder to handle but everyone is different i mean: some can handle more and others less. each one knows how it is inside. some people have a big luck after big storms and others fall in a deep hole after a simple rain. i cant say that your pain or stress is better or worse than mine cause we never know ... how strong or weak the other is. just one thing im sure: everything has an end so the stress will have an end too. how? it is another question.

Always a Perfect Circle

Sunshine

I have found a video that a guy did for her gf. Cute and fun. But it opened a door to a place that a long time I wasnt visiting: my own heart.

A simple song made me cry like a baby. I dont know if it is something from the memory or for a lack of something. All I know is that all I got in my life doesnt belong to me.. belongs to the world. Im just a way to make things alive or take a form.

I loved so much the Life.. and I still do. But as I said once.. it was never a corresponded love. Life for me was always a party for what I was not invited. But I didnt notice this when I was younger.. just now when I look back. And many other things Im started to understand now. I guess I was always protected for a kind of Superior force. If I had noticed all this before it would have been hit me deeply. Now is only history.

God bless everyone.

Aliens

"You may not believe it, but there are people who go through life with very little friction or distress. They dress well, eat well, sleep well. They are contented with their family life. They have moments of grief but all in all they are undisturbed and often feel very good. And when they die it is an easy death, usually in their sleep. I am not one of them. Oh no, I am not one of them, I am not even near to being one of them. They are there and I am HERE".

The Aliens by Charles Bukowski

Michael Jackson - 1958 - 2009

WRONG!

The day that Rio stopped

"The traffic stopped to see it" - said a carioca (a person who lives in Rio de Janeiro)

Phenomenon surprised visitors on the beach of São Conrado, Rio de Janeiro - Brazil, in the South Zone close to Leblon, Ipanema and Barra da Tijuca. Cold front should continue until Thursday, causing cloudy time.

The cone is formed very close to the coast, in São Conrado . (Photo: Ana Pini / TV Globo).

It is happening in Brazil and in some cities close to the beach.

Source: O Globo - G1

We all have priorities in life, even that it means to give up of our dreams. I dont know still if I'll have to give up of all my dreams. Yes.. I Have found out that I still have some. But to move on it means leave the past, deleting useless things and just carry on the results to make us a better person and have that big and sincere smile on the face. I know that it is impossible to forget some of the worst experiences in our lives but we have to be opened to receive a new reality to find what is the best in us.

I hate anesthetics. But there is something wrong.. so wrong that I needed a professional to help me out. Depression doesnt go by itself. Sadness can pass away but a deep depression is awful. It changes who you are. I started again to take a medecine to quit this dicease. It seems that it wont have a cure. For so long Im feeling weird and bad experiences made it come out again. Well..I had the illusion that I was fealed. I was wrong. The doctor said that I will need at least 2 weeks to start feeling the effects of the medecine. At the same time Im doing many things to keep me busy. Gosh.. Im so cold inside as never before. I dont know why I have the impression that deep inside I still have some hope. Hope of what.. i dont know exactly.

Money, fake friends, we can get anytime. I just need to catch myself again and look around and realize that it is real.

So far away she goes. She doesnt know exactly where but she keeps going on. She cant stop. Die inside is the real death.

God, keep me alive. You never failed with me. But what or who God is? Let me find my star part inside of me again and shine again with a big smile.. whatever happens.

I dont mind if someone cares or not about me. I just want to meet myself again...whoever I'll be after all this.

Deleting...

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Breaking the useless chains

Many things happening around the word.. good ones and......bad ones mostly. But how to change the world if we cant even change ourselves? People have theories about how to be good, they have a religion to see the rules but most never follow them.

But I can understand why people give up. I see them like the childrem that someday they were.. and they keep playing like kids as the world were a big playground. But in a playgroung always have the strongest and the weakest. There is the one who beats and the ones who are beaten.. The winner and the loser... just like the world we are living.

If you give up, thats fine. Theres a lot of people that cant handle life. But keep on your mind that it is always a new beggining.. in life.. or after that.

Im trying to be on track again inside myself. It is not a shame to confess a weakness. Even an warrior have hard times and feel fear as well.

Bad experiences will always happen.. but many of them can be avoided by us. Our weakness sometimes make us believe in bad character persons.

Try to be free of your expectations. Enjoy what you have.

Be your best friend.

Words of Wisdom

What is happening around the world and with our planet is too much to be ignored. I remember the letter of the Chief Seattle to the USA President Franklin Pierce in 1855 (or 1851, 1854 as it has been said along the years):

"I am a savage and do not understand any other way. I have seen a thousand rotting buffaloes on the prairie, left by the white man who shot them from a passing train. I am a savage and do not understand how the smoking iron horse can be made more important than the buffalo that we kill only to stay alive.

What is man without the beasts? If all the beasts were gone, man would die from a great loneliness of the spirit. For whatever happens to the beasts, soon happens to man. All things are connected."

"Teach your children that we have taught our children that the earth is our mother. Whatever befalls the earth befalls the sons of earth. If men spit upon the ground, they spit upon themselves. This we know; the earth does not belong to man; man belongs to the earth. This we know. All things are connected like the blood which unites one family. All things are connected.

Even the white man, whose God walks and talks with him as friend to friend, cannot be exempt from the common destiny. We may be brothers after all. We shall see. One thing we know which the white man may one day discover; our God is the same God.

You may think now that you own Him as you wish to own our land; but you cannot. He is the God of man, and His compassion is equal for the red man and the white. The earth is precious to Him, and to harm the earth is to heap contempt on its creator. The whites too shall pass; perhaps sooner than all other tribes. Contaminate your bed and you will one night suffocate in your own waste.

But in your perishing you will shine brightly fired by the strength of the God who brought you to this land and for some special purpose gave you dominion over this land and over the red man.

That destiny is a mystery to us, for we do not understand when the buffalo are all slaughtered, the wild horses are tamed, the secret corners of the forest heavy with the scent of many men and the view of the ripe hills blotted by talking wires.

Where is the thicket? Gone. Where is the eagle? Gone.

The end of living and the beginning of survival."

If the letter is a true document or not, doesnt matter, but it was written in those times like the words of a prophet, in this case, someone (maybe a "savage"?) with a view centuries beyond than others.

Save The World

   

Last April 2, was gathered in London, 19 of the 20 countries of the G20, for the Global reform. Everything is explained at the Explanatory guide to the communiqué at the London Summit 2009 site.

As the economist Hamish McRae said "This summit won't save the world, but at least it has made an important start", we all hope the same.

Save Our Planet

I was amazed after looking through my window and most of them were off... as mine! It was a big silence in a city that never sleeps. At least something good in this dangerous and useless life.

According to the scientists the countries of North of our planet will suffer the the biggest cold weather soon. But all the world will see awful desasters if nothing changed.

I hope that this moviment generates many others. But not just beautiful acts but something effective from all countries, mainly the most developed ones, responsable for all this mess in our planet. I didnt say it. All the channels say it everyday. They tell what the scientists are seeing for our future if our planet doesnt change the way to treat them.

I dont mind for myself. I do for my kids.

"I have no friends; I make my Mind my Friend.
I have no enemy; I make Incautiousness my Enemy."
Samurai Creed
Bushido

Deleting...

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While deleting, the sensation is exactly like this: being in a train passing through a lot of small cities quickly - places that you have never dreamed before and that was always there occupying a place that you could use with a new thing. They say that we are made of past. Sure. but we dont need to keep every single detail - good or bad - of this inside of us. Or maybe we should... who knows...? Anyway I dont like to keep anything for so long.

I have to training more the right side of my brain to be stronger than the left one, free my shoulders and surrender.

Deleting Virus...

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Stuck at the same step
trying to delete what is useless inside of her.
Should she delete herself?