Stuck at the same step
trying to delete what is useless inside of her.
Should she delete herself?

Deleting virus...

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Scanning...

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Deleting files...

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From The Dust We Came, To The Dust We All Shall Return

Internet - The Humanity's Greatest Invention

A despite of all crazy things that can happen in internet it is still the greatest invention of the humanity.

Be aware in Internet!

Although I have hidden my comments I can show them at any time by re-selecting "Show". So just I can delete them or keep them and NO ONE ELSE. The address of my blog is only visible to my friends where the same person who sent me all those messages took it. Steal passwords and take details of someone in the list of the stolen person is criminal. Mainly to make use of these informations to harass people in internet.

"The Connecticut Computer Crimes Task Force was formed in March 2003 to investigate crimes occurring over the Internet. These crimes include computer intrusion, Internet fraud, on-line crimes against children, copyright violations, and Internet threats or harassment. The Task Force includes agents from the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the U.S. Postal Inspection Service, the Connecticut State Police, the Connecticut"

Source: Federal Bureau of Investigation - FBI

Man Sentenced for Internet Harassment

South Carolina Man Sentenced In First Federal Prosecution Of Internet Harassment

From Federal Bureau of Investigations, for About.com

Filed In: Online Safety

James Robert Murphy, 38, of Columbia, South Carolina, was sentenced to 5 years of probation, 500 hours of community service, and more than $12,000 in restitution today for two counts of Use of a Telecommunications Device (the internet) with Intent to Annoy, Abuse, Threaten or Harass.

Murphy was indicted in April 2004, for sending harassing emails to Seattle resident Joelle Ligon and to other employees of the City of Seattle. He pleaded guilty to two counts in June 2004. In sentencing Murphy, U.S. District Court Judge Thomas Zilly told Murphy he "...did not demonstrate the type of remorse he should under the circumstances."

In his plea agreement, Murphy admitted he had a sporadic romantic relationship with Ligon from 1984-1990. In May of 2002, Murphy began sending dozens of uninvited and harassing emails and facsimile (fax) messages to Ligon and her co-workers. Murphy hid his identity with special email programs and created the "Anti Joelle Fan Club" (AJFC) and repeatedly sent threatening emails from this alleged group.

Murphy disseminated false information about Ligon's background to her co-workers. The harassment escalated over time, with Murphy sending pornographic material and making it appear that Ligon was sending the pornographic material to her co-workers at the City of Seattle. Even after Ligon was able to identify the person harassing her and get a court order barring contact, Murphy violated the order by sending an email denying he was the harasser.

No Remorse From Murphy

In court, Murphy told the Judge what he did was "stupid, hurtful and just plain wrong. I was going though a bad patch in my life. I want to take my lumps and get on with life."

In sentencing Murphy Judge Zilly noted that he was surprised that Murphy "made no effort to indicate your remorse to the victim, to indicate you were sorry." The Judge noted that he had received a letter from Joelle Ligon unlike any he had ever received from a crime victim.

In it Ligon asked the Judge to impose "an effective and compassionate sentence." Judge Zilly decided to impose 500 hours of community service instead of the 160 hours requested by the government. He ordered Murphy to pay $12,297.23 to the City of Seattle to compensate the City for 160 hours of work time lost by employees dealing with the harassment.

Task Force Targets Cyber Crime

This case was investigated by the Northwest Cyber Crime Task Force, composed of the FBI, United States Secret Service, Internal Revenue Service, Seattle Police Department, and Washington State Patrol. The NWCCTF investigates Cyber-related violations including criminal computer intrusions, intellectual property theft, child pornography and internet fraud.

The Task Force brings federal, state and local law enforcement agencies together to share intelligence and conduct joint investigations.

This case is believed to be the first federal prosecution of cyber harassment in the United States. Assistant United States Attorney Kathryn A. Warma is prosecuting the case.

Source: About.com from FBI

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.
Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious.
You could break a bone or a heart.
You look before you leap and sometimes
you don't leap at all because
there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there's no safety net.
When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

Maybe some women aren´t meant to be tamed.
Maybe they just need to run free
til they find someone just as wild to run with them...

And while you dont find the one,
better running alone.

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate

Wait
I'm coming undone
Irate
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
One looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
One looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I thought my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet sugar gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better

..............

Up and down she goes
Between heaven and hell
Someday it will be over
She will be finally free

Times to times I like to make a review about how started my blog and how it is now. A professor of Theater Arts once said that all story starts with an "order", goes to the chaos to later be back to the "order" again. It is like a kind of parable with its concavity turned down. But life I think is like an elliptical or circular line: never ends. And to Everything that has a beginning has an end and to every end has a new beggining (btw I like Matrix quotes! in italic is from The Matrix Revolutions - 2003)

I started it simple. I was always losing all my papers. Net would be a good place to keep it and with images! I would never draw such images. Words and images are the perfect match sometimes. Others is better just write some few words or show just an image. It depends on how we are feeling. My intention was writing my book about net relations. But suddenly I was having fun writing about me, what I was doing or anything else.

I have mails (I keep it all!), chats, photos etc. It would be enough to design how people behave themselves on net. Sometimes the most brave one in net is a skinny and timid person in real, or a coward one.

I had my apex here - " bloggingly" talking. Each story had its ending. And I could find some answers while writing. It is a good exercise to check how is working your thought line and just few people could understand what I said. As my friend Shashi and Traveller, and both from IIT! You have to be really a nerd to be there! lol But I am not that clever. With time till the most simple people can be a wise one. Im not wise though.

My journey didnt end yet. But it passed from the middle and everything is getting to that point when everything is so easy to understand. Well.. maybe Im close to the end. And when I leave I will go in peace. I fixed what was wrong, I accepted what I couldnt change and I have forgiven/forgive my enemies - if I had or have any. But I still laugh of the anger of some people. Anger is so useless .. unless you use it to move on and turn bad things into good ones. This is a positive way to use the anger. All feelings are good. Depends on how you use it. I walked a long way till I learn to manage my anger.

We never stop learning.

Sometimes we need more time to understand what is going on. Someone once said to me: "I dont know why people lie. Tell the truth is so easier!" The truth can be painful but more painful is find out later that all that were only lies. I despise liers, betrayers and cowards. Cause they are all the same.

But the most unbelievable is that we all came from the same beggining. When everything was only a chaos, everything was just one thing. So much later came the universe as we know now. So, humans and stars have something in common. It could be the most poetic thing but as exist darkness and light, also exist people really opposite to the other ones. Some are good, cheerful and shine. Others are evil, envolving, that take you to the other side if you are not strong enough to resist.

I gave up of such people a long time ago. But sometimes - as I am a human being - I do mistakes in my observation. But sooner or later truth always shows up. And so it is so easier to let it all behind.

Pirate I Will Always Be

This is me

As I used to be.
I had a ship to command
I was always trying a new brand
A lot of treasures, you see
That I've got over the seas
Now my soul is a prisioner
In a body different than mine
But someday I will be back
To take back again
My pirate empire.

Taz

The Kick

The Paradoxical Commandments

by Dr. Kent M. Keith

1. People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
   Love them anyway.
   
2. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
   Do good anyway.
   
3. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
   Succeed anyway.
   
4. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
   Do good anyway.
   
5. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
   Be honest and frank anyway.
   
6. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
   Think big anyway.
   
7. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
   Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
   
8. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
   Build anyway.
   
9. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
   Help people anyway.
   
10. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
    Give the world the best you have anyway.

and finally the lion ate the bird. it didnt take too long, did it?

All things we like and love could be eternal so we would have all the time to get them. Time is eternal itself but not the things that live under its domain. And someday I will not be here anymore as any else I know. And If I leave this life before you, you will never find me again. Would you miss me? Would you think that you wasted your time waiting for the right time? Would you regret to dont have met me?
I dont know why people waste their time. Or maybe they are not interested enough to make it works.

Suddenly she noticed what she was: a little bird with a small heart beating fast for someone. But he was from another specie. How come a bird could love a lion? Even a simple friendship between a bird and a lion is not possible: someday the instinct would speak louder and the lion will eat the bird.

Kiss me

With a big smile on her face, she went to sleep happy
She could see and almost touch her twin soul
Al the pain was gone
Her heart was in peace
Like a beautiful sunny day.
She was red again.

Jeg elsker deg.

Happy New Year

The First Day

Feeling alone in a vast universe.
Looking around she can see how she loves life.
It was never a corresponded love
but what could she do?
She would ever love the colours,
the sounds,
the wind....
that flows through her hairs
and bring her memories
of something that she would never had
but how she miss it!

Inside her soul plays a beautiful song
that fulfill her heart with love and passion
but cant fulfill her loneliness.

As a soul in her farewell
she was sad because her mom would never love her,
happy to have been reconnected with her daughter,
glad that her son would be a pratical man
and in bliss cause she have found the man of her life,
although she knows
that she'd never meet him.

No one will fulfill your dreams.
No one will love you as you need to be.
No one will be there when you most need.
But one thing you can be sure:
you will always have yourself.

Poem in a Straight Line - Fernando Pessoa

I never knew who had never been screwed up in life.

Everyone I know have been champions in everything.

And I so often paltry, often pork, often vile,
I often unanswerable parasite,
Unexcusable dirty,
I, who often have no patience even to take a bath
I, who so often have been ridiculous, absurd,
I wrapped the feet of carpet in publicly labels,
I have been grotesque, petty, arrogant and submissive,
I have suffered and insults quiet
And when I do not have been quiet, I have been even more ridiculous;
I, who have been hilarious for the servants of hotel,
I, I felt the eyes of guys blink of freight,
I, who have made financial shame, borrowed without pay,
I, that when the time's punch came, I have been crouching down
Out the possibility of the punch;
I, who have suffered the anguish of the silly little things,
I see that I dont have a pair in it all in this world.

All the people I know and talk to me
Never had a ridiculous act, never suffered insults,
They were always nothing but a prince - all princes - in life ...

I wish to hear the voice of someone
Who confess not a sin, but a scandal;
That counts, not the violence, but a cowardly!
They are all the Ideal, that I hear and speak.
Who in this wide world must confess that once was vile?
Oh princes, my brothers,

Go, I'm sick of demigod!
Where are people in this world?

So only I am who is vile and wrong in this land?

Women may not have been loved them,
May have been betrayed - but not ridiculous!
And I, I have been ridiculous and haven't been betrayed,
How can I talk to my superiors without waver?
I, that have been vile, vile literally,
Vil in the sense of dread and petty meanness.

Fernando Pessoa (under the pseudonym of Alvaro de Campos)