Im feeling weird since all that happened. It is not just a social or a security problem, is more than that. There is always a battle.. we cant see. The peons are us. We are part of the game but we dont play. We cant make any rules. Our only "weapon" is our mind. If our mind is weak x strong, or good x bad. The influence will be done by similarity.
After the last post I couldnt write here anymore. It was a incredible shock knowing that humans did it with another human. A child! Now the newspaper are publishing various crimes with childrem here. One more scary than other.
I dont know why the most of people doesnt feel anything. It is like: "Thanks God it didnt happen with my family!" Im glad that there are a lot of childrem safe. But if we didnt do anything we will have a urban war. Criminals are already killing policemen...16 just a this month. And the High Command of the Militar Police says that there aint anything out of control! Well..what did he mean by that? What is "out of control" to him them?
When I remember those days of pure nightmare, I think in my kids. On the streets I take their hands like a paranoid. I dont drive the car anymore. I can wait till they grow up.
A small group is formed to fight agaisnt our so "sweet" law...sweet with criminals I must say. Our law has condemned one of the guys who did it with that lil kid to 3 years with the right to be avaliated by 4 in 4 months. So, if they decided that the guy is cured they will free him! This guy is less than 18. He is 16. But his crime had so much cruelty. And someone who arrested a kid of 6 years old, outside the car hanged in safety belt for 7 miles, leaving parts of the kid's body along the way, will be cure in 4 months? Do you believe that someone like that can change in 4 months???
Who knows if I will write here again. This blog means a lot for me cause I write here since 2004.
Here I wrote part of my life..even in a metaphoric way..but I did. Many things has happened since then august 13, 2004.
And about that airplane who has crashed by a Jet in the air and 154 people was killed?
Are you there? hellowwwwwwwww...your back dirty!!!!!!!! sure im here!!!!!! im always here......... May i go with you? ohoooooooo.... wanna come with me? whats the craic? feeling alone..awwwwwww I don't want to fight. May I go with you? tell me just ONE thing: WHY?? I guess it is not important. Anyway you always wanted me. I'm ready now. ROFLMAO...dont lie!!! is not right wuawuawua and who did say that i wanted yo??!! Well..you are right..you just wanted cheating me all the time. Forget it. You are just a nightmare, right? yesssssssssssssssssssss...im your worst nightmare and i will never leave you but i dont want you with me........ Why?? you are not strong as before..whats the point in taking a weak soul? Ok. BYE! . . . . . for the grace of the holy beast! yor going away!!?? YES! I'M GOING TO FIND THE WAY ALONE!! hmm... im gonna follow yo just to check if yor goin' to the right side lol FACE IT BEAST! YOU NEED ME AS I NEED YOU NOW..SO GIVE ME YOUR FUCKING UGLY HAND AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE! NOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! oh shit!!! dont need to scream i can hear even yor thoughts!!!! do u think im so weirdo?? i can show you places that nobody can.... hmm..its the first time i hold yor hand...its warm..... it will be a looong journey babe..............................
James Joseph Brown, Jr. (May 3, 1933), most commonly known as James Brown (also known as The Godfather of Soul), died this dec 25, at Atlanta's Emory Crawford Long Hospital of congestive heart failure, his agent said. He was 73.
Brown -- known variously as "the Godfather of Soul," "The Hardest Working Man in Show Business," "Soul Brother Number One" and "Mr. Dynamite" (and often introduced as all of the above) -- was known for his elastic dance moves, razor-sharp musicianship and all-stops-out performances. (Watch the incomparable Brown perform)
He was, literally, an impossible act to follow: Keith Richards has said that the Rolling Stones' appearance following Brown in "The T.A.M.I. Show," a 1964 concert that appeared on film the next year, was the biggest mistake of their lives. Brown's performance in that show even earned an ovation from the backing band. "You have the Rolling Stones on the same stage, all of the important rock acts of the day, doing their best -- and James Brown comes out and destroys them," producer Rick Rubin wrote in Rolling Stone. (i-Report: Your thoughts on James Brown)
I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from here to where you'd be It's only finger-lengths that I see I touch the place where I'd find your face My finger increases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar There is no peace that I've found so far The laughter penetrates my silence As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground And I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far We'd set the fire to the third bar We'd share each other like an island Until exhausted, close our eyelids And dreaming, pick up from The last place we left off Your soft skin is weeping A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground And I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms
And miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground And I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms
Christmas is coming soon! The streets again are full of x-mas trees, full of people going to the malls or walking on the streets searching for new clothes, gifts, something new to decorate their houses or tickets for travelling to somewhere.
Christmas is a time of hope and happiness in which people gather all family to prove that is nothing wrong among them...at least at that day. It's time to shaking hands and giving hugs asking forgiveness and forgiving. It's (for christians) the most important day of the year (among the other officials days) made to start again our failed relations. Well, at least that's what we learned when we are children....
They say that this is a time to think about what we do or we did. Do you think you were good this year? If you didn't it is time to consider to be a new person, to don't cheat people, to don't steel public money (or any other thing even a simple idea), to don't say lies, to don't laugh of the other miseries or don't be the reason of the other miseries. And be really a good friend of your friends. But if you have someone that you don't want to talk or if you dont like him/her, at least leave them in peace, and wish something good to them in your heart.
It is time to believe that we can transform ourselves in such a better person. And pray for a better world.
Warning: If this video is creep for you or if you think that is ridiculous, change of channel please. It's so common to hear from people: "Oh! This world is so full of disagreeable things better don't think about it and be happy!"
You know..take your silver spoon and dig your grave...U are creep!
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But if you care about it think how you and your family are happy. You have food, maybe a car, and a home to come back. Make, not just this day but all days of your life, something meaningful not just to your family and friends but even to people that you even don't know.
hello green thingy..once more you come to cheating me! what you want?
i want yourrrrrrrrr wingsssssssss!!!! i mean......MY wings! remember that i gave 'em to U once, dont you?
i've just accepted cause you had broken mine and now you come once again to take it from me you don't have right to get it back!
right? which right dirty?! U are NOTHING without meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i'm nothing with or without you now you are an evil thingy..what comes everytime i'm trying to fly again you know.. soon i will not need wings i hope you die!
ohohohoh what bad Uuuu R!! im immortal and U know that! U retarded..blo0dy biaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatch!!!!!!
you know what? for the first time i need to agree with you just a retarted could believe on you once..twice! i don't know what will happen with me now i still can't see anything you took me back to the darkness but i'll survive
uhuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!! im impresssssssssssed! u still believe in something!?
nothing is forever and someday i'll be free may you leave me in peace now?
i ll be around u girl waiting U fall down so much more cheers ;)
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
hellooooooo..ahha! didn't see ya for so0 loooooooong!!!! hay dirty lil girl! im talking to ya!!! cant u listening meeeeeeeeeeee?!?!?!?!?!?! i know u can....
Ojos de Brujo translates as "eyes of the wizard". It's an appropriate name for a band who attempt to create musical magic. Formed from a collective of young Spanish musicians who use flamenco as a foundation for cross-genre experimentation, Ojos de Brujo incorporate elements of hip-hop, funk, salsa, and reggae into a dynamic flamenco sound.
'It's time to try things. We don't try and invent something, it's more like cooking - you can eat paella all the time but if you mix it with something it's new and tasty. We don't have to do Catalan rumba like our fathers. We try and do fusion, not confusion. The song has to work. Maybe we'll put some berimbau over Latin funk. Or with palmas (the rhythmic handclapping of flamenco) we'll mix some hip-hop scratching. OK, you can't change the rhythm of flamenco but you can put a Hammond on that rhythm and it works.' said original lead singer Dani Monoloco.
Flamenco is a folk art, around 200 years old. It is from Southern Spain and is individualistic, yet structured. Song, dance and guitar are blended into passionate rhythms which are often improvised and spontaneous. Flamenco will have any imaginable theme, from up to date stories, to politics, to love, to history, to humor, etc. Often however, the tragic lyrics and tone of flamenco reflect the sufferings of the gypsy people from whom it originated.
Flamenco exists in three forms: Cante, the song, Baile, the dance, and Guitarra, guitar playing. The source of Flamenco, however, lies in the tradition of singing. The singers' role is very important with the guitar playing an accompaniment to the song. Today the solo guitar flamenco has developed into a separate art and is fashionably blended with jazz, blues and pop music.
Flamenco dance has complex patterns of rhythm and sophisticated footwork with the upper body emphasising grace and posture.
The songs of flamenco are from different regions as: Fandangos from Huelva; and Alegrias from Cadiz. There are two main styles in Flamenco: "jondo" - the serious and deep meaning, the cry of oppressed people; and "chico" happy, light and often humorous. The ideal in flamenco is called "duende" (demon or elf), which is a state of emotional involvement, group communication at a deep level and a feeling of sympathy, between musicians, dancers and listeners.
And this one is one of which my friend Valentino from Spain has indicated to me:
SARA BARAS
I have many influences in my life. In my mood, in my way to dress or in my way to think. I like many music rhythms and I'm always trying to know something new or different. It doesn't mean that I will hear that again.
Marilyn Manson's video reminds me strong colors like red. (btw my favorite color is red cherry!). And red reminds me life, passion and some kind of music like rock or just..flamenco.
And is about flamenco that will be my next post and I will post about new flamenco too, just a band: Ojos de Brujo. I'm trying to find a good video about castanets too cause I really like castanets but I didn't find till now a good quality video.
Why flamenco then? Well, some years back I have learned flamenco ballet. I used to passed my free time just playing that. It is really an amazing experience dancing in a so strong way, playing castanets and 'tip-taping': it makes you wake up. Our teacher, Teo (he was originally greek and his name is "unpronounceable"!) was so tireless, exigent and sweet at the same time. He made me love what I was learning.
Flamenco is a passionate music and dance. If you want to be a good flamenco dancer (or anything else in life) you need hours of exercise. But the most important is the feeling and passion. Latins in general have passion enough to do something like that. But hardly a german, romanian or a finnish could feel the same but sure it has exceptions. And americans..hmmn..they can do anything..hehe. But it depends on each person.
So, there's no obvious connection between Marilyn Manson and Flamenco, just the red color.
Everytime I hear or I watch Manson I feel something strong. Love or hate him but he will always be an interesting personality. Some people say that he is wierd or sick but for me he is just trying to make comes out something that is killing him inside. Sometimes he is so scary for me..but I'm scary for some people as well..sometimes.
He was born in Canton, Ohio and attended Heritage Christian School, but was soon turned off from Christianity, which he viewed as hypocritical and more concerned with instilling fear than virtue. He has stated that the Christian vision of the Apocalypse in particular had a lasting effect upon his outlook. After transferring to and later graduating from Canton's GlenOak High School, Warner and his family moved to Boca Raton, Florida. While living in Boca Raton, he studied journalism and theater at Broward Community College , and became the assistant entertainment editor of BCC's student newspaper, the Observer.
Manson convinced long time friend Jessicka (Jack Off Jill, Scarling.) to start a riot grrl-esque band, which he later dubbed Jack Off Jill. He not only produced most of the band's early recordings but also played guitar on the song My Cat. Jack Off Jill went to open most of his South Florida shows. Manson has helped or provided full scores for several major motion pictures, although several of his pieces have been cut, and his name dropped from the credits. Some of his more notable soundtrack score contributions include From Hell, The Matrix and Resident Evil. Manson appeared as a guest on rapper DMX's album Flesh of My Flesh, Blood of My Blood for the track "The Omen", produced by Swizz Beats, and has performed (with the rest of the band) on stage with Eminem as background music in the song "The Way I Am". Manson sang vocals on "Break You Down" off of the Washington, DC-based industrial rock band Godhead's 2000 Years of Human Error album. This album is distinguished for being the only one released on Manson's vanity labelPosthuman.
Since I was in a nun school they used to tell us to act always like someone was watching us. They thought that in that way we all would do less mistakes. I dont know but the fact is that till today I never put my finger inside my nose - just when I take shower to clean it, I never make strange noises :P and I'm always sick about smells, I mean, always taking shower and wearing perfumes and cleaning my teeth like crazy and I used - and I do till now - sleeping like a princess :D or like I think that a princess would do :P. I dont lay on my bed like a common mortal..hehe. Ah! And I don't go to the wash room with the open door! Ever!
I know that those are just details but if you will live with someone sure the other person will notice all that! But it is all a routine. With time you learn to do that automatically and it starts to be a part of you.
How many things we do automatically in our lives? At home, on the streets, at work? And even with people. Or even to show to everyone how cool we are! It will never change! People use to do right things or try to do impressive things when they are close to others..or when they want to be closer...but why dont do that normally? Have you ever seen someone that at the beginning is gentle and cool and later you notice that this person is disgusting? I prefer do have the consciens about who I really am than pretend to be something that I am not. The problem is..who am I? haha
But the point is..we are always living in a repetitive way everyday. Doesn't matter if you are good or not. YOU ARE A REPETITION! Everything is always exactly the same..wherever you go..whenever it happens..just dates are different..in the History or in your simple or luxurious or violent or clean or dirty or pretended life! Just some are smarter than others. So, try to be creative if you wanna win or live something really good in life.
Finally i got it! I have read a lot of comments about to switch the old version to this new one..and it was not good. But today I have decided to take the risk and...tcharam! That's perfect!
I've just needed to make few changes to this new version works completelly. And I'm so glad that everything is fine here.
But I won't delete my new one. In my profile both will be there. Just check it out!
It seems that was just few months ago that I've started to write here. Now there's a new blogger version..beta. But I was afraid that this new version could make some changes here. So, this blog now is too heavy in all senses anyway. I thought that I should try the other version before to change this blog first.
The big change really changed me and I'm not the same anymore. Who doesn't change? In two years I have changed more than half of my life. Anyways I'm still not perfect at all! Who is?
This blog is a diary even when it doesn't look like one. Everything is true here even when it seems that it is a fiction. Everything has a sense even when it seems to have no sense.
But surelly a new way is beggining and I don't know if it is better or worse. Just time will show it. But I really like changes. If still stones change its shapes and the universe is expanding along the time...why not me? ;)
I was reading some pages here today. I could see the simple beginning, later the colors and so much life. And a lot of feelings inside of it. Sometimes when I look back I think that it was not me there. Maybe somebody else writing in my place.
It is beautiful seeing all this but I will not miss anything. I dont belong to anywhere.