Still the silence and the beginning of few thoughts about how I feel myself. Im not happy or unhappy either. For some reason the end of some things gave me a kind of relief. Maybe my reality would be worst than that I live now. Im so long alone that I think I wouldn't know to share my space with a strange person. I can share with my kids because they are myself in some way.
Did I want to go? And if not, why?
I thought the storm would be horrible. But Im so quiet and I dont feel anything. It is like nothing had happened or if happened, it was a long time ago. I dont miss anything.
That's why, maybe, Im a survivor. Always ready move on, change of plans or start over again in a completelly different way.
There are still some dark clouds in the sky but for different reasons that I cant explain.
Nice that everything has an end.
Did I want to go? And if not, why?
I thought the storm would be horrible. But Im so quiet and I dont feel anything. It is like nothing had happened or if happened, it was a long time ago. I dont miss anything.
That's why, maybe, Im a survivor. Always ready move on, change of plans or start over again in a completelly different way.
There are still some dark clouds in the sky but for different reasons that I cant explain.
Nice that everything has an end.
