My birthday is coming soon and I've received
an offline message in yahoo today
from a friend who lives so far.
His initials are VM and I can't say who he is here
cause what I'm going to post is too personal.
All I can say is: he is doing IIT
and he looks like a nerd! With glasses too! lol
He is funny and so clever
and crazy too! :)
Once we started acting like
in a play without notice it.
With a ping-pong of words
we had one of the funniest chats in my life! :))
I knew him in net about 2 years ago
and since then he became a dear friend.
He is always in a good mood
always cheering me up.
We have 2 main differences:
age and distance.
But it was not enough to make us apart
from each other.
I hope to find you
in a place to we all we go
one day.
Dont forget to look for me there dear,
cause I'll be there first.
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errmm..btw..where is Michael?! :P
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Hi Tania
so time for me to explain my IM
be patient :P
Are you dead, or breath still holds you
Are you sick, or the smiles still moulds you
[This just asks you whether you are happy with your life now, or still the same sad gloomy days :) ]
Cherishing the words you 'mercied upon me I think of you , it's not very long ago
[Pretty clear I guess, I liked what you had ADVISED me, and I always remember the talks I had with you]
Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we two see the life as and the life for you and me in general]
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone
[This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more
[ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives(age,place). I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets
[This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth
[This last line reflects the need of a COMMON IDEA of life, purpose, material things, spiritual things, in short everything between two humans ( esp man & women, romantically involved) .Even if such an understanding is not there, there must be INCLINATION to move in such direction. And I feel changing trends ( lifestyle, instant gratification, thoughtless position of humans creates the problems throughout their life..... bla bla bla]
Sorry..from next time I will be .. clear and not poetic ( damn I don't know I almost invariably talk people online through mails or msgs in verses :D ) ... I never think twice what I am writing.. just it looks like a poem :P
Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we two see the life as and the life for you and me in general]
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone
[This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more
[ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives(age,place). I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets
[This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth
[This last line reflects the need of a COMMON IDEA of life, purpose, material things, spiritual things, in short everything between two humans ( esp man & women, romantically involved) .Even if such an understanding is not there, there must be INCLINATION to move in such direction. And I feel changing trends ( lifestyle, instant gratification, thoughtless position of humans creates the problems throughout their life..... bla bla bla]
Sorry..from next time I will be .. clear and not poetic ( damn I don't know I almost invariably talk people online through mails or msgs in verses :D ) ... I never think twice what I am writing.. just it looks like a poem :P
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Thank you my dear friend.
Who is true never leave a friend,
always have a word to say
or a support to give even to a strange one.
Well..you have a LOT of words to say! lol
Kidding.. keep it on :)
Kidding.. keep it on :)
I'll never forget you. :)
