Sunday, July 29, 2007

The Paradoxical Commandments (Anyway), The Final Analysis




The Final Analysis
(Mother Teresa's version)

"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.




(As pessoas são freqüentemente irrascíveis, ilógicas, e auto-centradas;
Perdoe-nas assim mesmo.)




If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.




(Se você é bom, as pessoas podem acusá-lo de egoísta, com ulteriores motivos;
Seja bom assim mesmo.)




If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.




(Se você for bem-sucedido, você ganhará alguns falsos amigos
e alguns verdadeiros inimigos;
Faça sucesso assim mesmo.)




If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.




(Se você é honesto as pessoas podem perturbar você;
Seja honesto e franco assim mesmo.)




What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.




(O que você passou anos construindo, alguém pode destruir em uma noite;
Construa assim mesmo.)




If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.




(Se você encontra serenidade e felicidade, as pessoas podem ter inveja;
Seja feliz assim mesmo.)




The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.




(O bem que você faz hoje, as pessoas freqüentemente esquecem amanhã;
Faça o bem assim mesmo.)




Give the world the best you have,and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.




(Dê ao mundo o melhor que você tem e isso pode nunca ser o bastante;
Dê ao mundo o seu melhor assim mesmo.)




You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway...




Veja bem que, no final das contas, é entre você e Deus;
Nunca foi entre você e as pessoas...
(Mother Teresa 1910 - 1997)



The Paradoxical Commandments (Anyway) is both a poem and a book by Kent M. Keith. He wrote the poem as an undergraduate, and it has spread around the world often in slightly altered form. Two decades after writing the original poem, Dr. Keith wrote a book of the same title expanding on the themes of the poem: Anyway: The Paradoxical Commandments: Finding Personal Meaning in a Crazy World (Hodder & Stoughton, 2002)
According to Webster's Dictionary, a paradox is "a seemingly contradictory statement that may nonetheless be true." [1]
And a commandment is "an authoritative direction or instruction to do something." [2]
Therefore, with those definitions in mind, a Paradoxical Commandment is an authoritave direction or instruction to do something that seems contradictory, but may nonetheless be true.
The Paradoxical Commandments provide inspiration to those who are facing the trials of life and who may be struggling to hang onto their principles in the face of change. It is a set of maxims that help keep the reader focused on the goal and willing to endure what may be perceived as failure by some for the greater good of moving forward in a creative life lived with love,integrity, passion and compassion as the central motivational drivers.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Still Learning


Once more I trusted in someone..cause I was feeling that the person was needing some help. Well..we think about others and when is our time they give a damn to what will hapen with us.



But I did my part. If I lose at this time I swear it will be the last advise from the life to me.



Life is not fair at all. Im tired and Im working a lot these days. Trying to make money and someone comes and take it from us with a normal story and it catch us.



Well..never mind. It is always time to learn again.
And this dream is getting more and more distant from me..poor civilization. People just want to get ride on you.
Am I still a believer? lol This civilization doesnt need my trust!



Brazilian government have spent a lot of money

to the Pan American Games...

while our children are sleeping on the streets

our policemen are being dead..

is all about money.

Nothing is gonna change

the human nature.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Blog errors

Finally I had the answer to the error in my blog. I couldnt post here..but now I have fixed and..well.. I thought I would never come back and post here anymore.
I needed to fix my post template and now is done! Thanks Blogger developers for sending me the answer!
Cheers ;-)




Sunday, July 01, 2007

God's Gonna Cut You Down

You can run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Go tell that long tongue liar

Go and tell that midnight rider

Tell the rambler,

The gambler,

The back biter

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news

My head's been wet with the midnight dew

I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee

He spoke to me in the voice so sweet

I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet

He called my name and my heart stood still

When he said, "John go do My will!"

Go tell that long tongue liar

Go and tell that midnight rider

Tell the rambler,

The gambler,

The back biter

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

You can run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Well you may throw your rock and hide your hand

Workin' in the dark against your fellow man

But as sure as God made black and white

What's done in the dark will be brought to the light

You can run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Run on for a long time

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Go tell that long tongue liar

Go and tell that midnight rider

Tell the rambler,

The gambler,

The back biter

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

.

.

.

I'm waiting..just dont let me feel much hurt please

.

.

.

Hurt

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hold

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything


What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt


I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here


What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt


If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

.

.

.

I like this music. John Cash and NiN sing it different.

But John Cash is a legend.

I always remember this music when I do a mistake.

Cause our mistakes always hurt ourselves,

like needles...

.

.

.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

The Friend I Never Met

Thank you Shashi..

you know who I am since the beginning..

september 25, 2005.


We had a lot of fights but something you have teached to me...

when we are a true friend this feeling never dies.


Thank you for accepting me as I am..

thank you for respecting my age,

my thoughts

and for making me feel stupid sometimes.

But this is called friendship as well.

And thank you for your sincerity

that I couldnt understand in that time.

You were just being realistic.

It makes me see the reality as it is.

Sometimes it still hurts but I can handle it.


I wanted to be happy

I wanted to be loved

I wanted many things

And if they have happened or not

I dont know a happy end.


We are in oposit times of our lives

but I will always remember you..

and my kids

the best part of my life.

This song is for you..
my friend that I've never met....

Who knows if someday we will meet in other dimension?!

It would be funny :)

See ya there sweetheart :P



Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Is it the End?


This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land ?

Is it the end?

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Nothing New


After all nothing important happened to change something in my country and my city, one of the most violent cities of the world, is a city of nobody. When I think about this Im sure I would never ever have kids nowadays.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Dust in the Wind


I close my eyes

Only for a moment

And the moment's gone.

All my dreams

Pass before my eyes, a curiousity.

Dust in the wind

All they are is dust in the wind.

Same old song

Just a drop of water in an endless sea.

All we do

Crumbles to the ground

Though we refuse to see.

Dust in the wind

All we are is dust in the wind.

Now, don't hang on

Nothing lasts forever

But the earth and sky.

It slips away,

And all your money

Won't another minute buy.


Dust in the wind

All we are is dust in the wind

Dust in the wind

Everything is dust in the wind.




Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Voodoo


I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came


Candles raise my desire
Why I'm so far away
No more meaning to my life
No more reason to stay
Freezing, feeling, breathe-in - breathe in
I'm coming back again


I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came


Hazing clouds rain on my head
Empty thought fill my ears
Find my shade by the moonlight
Why my thoughts aren't so clear
Demons dreaming
Breathe- in - breathe- in
I'm coming back again


I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came





I'm not the one who's so far away
I'm not the one who's so far away


Saturday, June 09, 2007

Everything that I believe is fading






Now I've told you this once before

You can't control me

If you try to take me down you're gonna break

Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me

I'm picking you outta me you run away

I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone

You're always hiding behind your so called goddess

So what you don't think that we can see your face

Resurrected back before the final fallen

Now they've arrest until I can make my own way

I'm not afraid of fading

I stand alone

Feeling your sting down inside of me

I'm not dying for it

I stand alone

Everything that I believe is fading

I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone






And now its my time (now its my time)

It's my time to dream (its my time to dream)

Dream of the skies (dream of the skies)

Make me believe that this place is invaded

By the poison in me

Help me decide if my fire will burn out

Before you can breathe

Breathe into me




I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone

Feeling your sting down inside of me

I'm not dying for it




I stand alone

Everything that I believe is fading

I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone

Inside

I stand alone

Inside

.

.

.

This is my fate

Everything that I believe is fading

Feeling your sting down inside of me

I'm not dying for it

I'm not afraid of fading

I stand alone

.

.

.



Sunday, May 06, 2007

Dance


.
.
.
I will dance for love
I will dance for pain
I will dance for you
Even in vain
.
.
.
Taz
- MadMaktub -



Forgive me


Sometimes we need lose something to get to know
how much important it is for us.
Sometimes we need to feel the same to learn how to be better.
The same bad thing we did with others
we will live in the future to see
how much we were bad or ridiculous.


I know if you read this
You will think it's not worth
But first we need to recognize our mistake
Hate our mistake
And fix the damage we caused.


I know also that
Too much time has passed
To show my regret
But since 27 august 2005 my life changed.
And I made another mistake
Trying to find you in other person.
But.. there's just one Usman Khalid in this whole world.
You are the best person I've never ever known.


I know you will never come back to me even as a friend.
I just wanted to say please forgive me.


Taz

Friday, April 20, 2007


Decisions are hard to take but once you have taken

Everything looks so clearer

Nothing to worry about

A calm surrender

.

.

.

Soon you 'll be free for

Meeting your real self

.

.

.

If you dont have wings

Use those of your imagination

If you dont have a body

You can expand yourself

And being more

That you have ever imagined

.

.

.

Nobody will catch you anymore

.

.

.


Now I know how you felt
In your last day
No one caring about you
No one to understand you
And you were always the best
for the next...
You helped everyone
But nobody helped you


Wherever you are now
I hope you feel how much
I'd like to see you again
My dear
We are the same
I was so young to understand
Which kind of pain
You were taking with you
For so long


You were always laughing
Even of yourself
I always thought you were happy


Forgive me




Monday, April 16, 2007


Finally nothing.
No hopes, no fears, just a bit of pain
-that will get away soon.



In fact, is not just a bit of pain..
- a lot of pain -

How it huuuurtsssssss!
Like a big hole in the center of the chest...
I can put my hand inside and it will come out
by the other side.



Nude,

fallen,

with all dreams undone.



In a lethargic state you slowly stop.
Slowly your eyes close,
your head pends,
and a deep and involuntary breath
comes out from you



no tears.

Saturday, April 14, 2007


Im feeling weird since all that happened. It is not just a social or a security problem, is more than that. There is always a battle.. we cant see. The peons are us. We are part of the game but we dont play. We cant make any rules. Our only "weapon" is our mind. If our mind is weak x strong, or good x bad. The influence will be done by similarity.

Monday, April 09, 2007

...


Our Father, who art in heaven

hallowed be thy Name,

thy kingdom come,

thy will be done,

on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread

And forgive us our trespasses,

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation,

but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom,

and the power,

and the glory,

for ever and ever.

Amen.






are you there God?



Sunday, March 25, 2007

...

After the last post I couldnt write here anymore. It was a incredible shock knowing that humans did it with another human. A child! Now the newspaper are publishing various crimes with childrem here. One more scary than other.



I dont know why the most of people doesnt feel anything. It is like: "Thanks God it didnt happen with my family!" Im glad that there are a lot of childrem safe. But if we didnt do anything we will have a urban war. Criminals are already killing policemen...16 just a this month. And the High Command of the Militar Police says that there aint anything out of control! Well..what did he mean by that? What is "out of control" to him them?



When I remember those days of pure nightmare, I think in my kids. On the streets I take their hands like a paranoid. I dont drive the car anymore. I can wait till they grow up.



A small group is formed to fight agaisnt our so "sweet" law...sweet with criminals I must say. Our law has condemned one of the guys who did it with that lil kid to 3 years with the right to be avaliated by 4 in 4 months. So, if they decided that the guy is cured they will free him! This guy is less than 18. He is 16. But his crime had so much cruelty. And someone who arrested a kid of 6 years old, outside the car hanged in safety belt for 7 miles, leaving parts of the kid's body along the way, will be cure in 4 months? Do you believe that someone like that can change in 4 months???



Who knows if I will write here again. This blog means a lot for me cause I write here since 2004.
Here I wrote part of my life..even in a metaphoric way..but I did. Many things has happened since then august 13, 2004.



And about that airplane who has crashed by a Jet in the air and 154 people was killed?
..nothing is solved yet.





My country is a big lie.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

...

Are you there?
hellowwwwwwwww...your back dirty!!!!!!!! sure im here!!!!!! im always here.........
May i go with you?
ohoooooooo.... wanna come with me? whats the craic? feeling alone..awwwwwww
I don't want to fight. May I go with you?
tell me just ONE thing: WHY??
I guess it is not important. Anyway you always wanted me. I'm ready now.
ROFLMAO...dont lie!!! is not right wuawuawua
and who did say that i wanted yo??!!
Well..you are right..you just wanted cheating me all the time. Forget it.
You are just a nightmare, right?
yesssssssssssssssssssss...im your worst nightmare
and i will never leave you
but i dont want you with me........
Why??
you are not strong as before..whats the point in taking a weak soul?
Ok. BYE!
.
.
.
.
.
for the grace of the holy beast! yor going away!!??
YES! I'M GOING TO FIND THE WAY ALONE!!
hmm... im gonna follow yo just to check if yor goin' to the right side lol
FACE IT BEAST! YOU NEED ME AS I NEED YOU NOW..SO GIVE ME YOUR FUCKING UGLY HAND AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE!
NOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
oh shit!!! dont need to scream i can hear even yor thoughts!!!!
do u think im so weirdo?? i can show you places that nobody can....
hmm..its the first time i hold yor hand...its warm.....
it will be a looong journey babe..............................



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