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...burning...

im burning..it hurts..at the end ill be just ashes..and ill need to reborn again...

but we need to be survivers..life is very short to care abt people that cannot accept each other how they are..
if u have a friend in case dont u accept him/her how he/she is? yes..u need to accept them..if u are really a friend..
friends dont look for u just when u are happy..they walk besides u even when u are falling down..
i hav friends..some of them were people that nobody care before..i gave them my care..my light..my friendship..and they could keep a better way to live..
if a person that u call friend doenst care abt u when u are in your bad days..he/she cant be called as friend anymore..itll be better let he/she go away..
many people ask me how can i have so different friends...simple..i love people..i love this life..ill be always besides a friend when he/she needs me..
think abt how your friends are with u..think abt how u are with your friends..

and remember..we are nothing to judge anyone..




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..could i have..

this kiss..

..a red kiss 4 ya..red as a heart..red as my life..red as my lov were 4 u...

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..saturday morning..

listening music..

hi..its 11:33am..i just wake up...no! i dont sleept a lot..i just went to bed too late..2day...i went to a birthday party last night but i couldnt stay a long time there..i was with a bad headache earlier and i called to the doctor..he tell me a medecin to take but..my body react..i became sooo crazy sooo worst than when i drink coffee..well..when i drink coffee i just stay more eletric..but with that medecin i was agressive..my mind was a mess..
my bro took me to the hospital and they gave me another medicin..anti-histaminic..at the beggining i was sooo sleepy..but l8r..i was ON..hehe..oh god!!and i was in net until the morning..

i woke up in a slow motion..i needed to hear something relaxing..i found a Pink Floyd cd..i lov it..im hearing it now..and there r 2 songs i like more...wish you were here and shine on u crazy diamond..



Wish You Were Here
by Roger Waters

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish...how I wish you were here...
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here...



Shine On You Crazy Diamond
by Roger Waters

Remember when you were young? You shone like the sun...
Shine on you crazy diamond
Now there's a look in your eyes
Like black holes in the sky
Shine on you crazy diamond
You were caught in the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom
Blown on the steel breeze
Come on you target for faraway laughter
Come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine..

You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon
Shine on you crazy diamond
Threatened by shadows at night
And exposed in the light
Shine on you crazy diamond

Well, you wore out your welcome
With random precision
Rode on the steel breeze
Come on you raver, you seer of visions
Come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine..

Nobody knows where you are
How near or how far...
Shine on you crazy diamond
Pile on many more layers
And I'll be joining you there
Shine on you crazy diamond

And we'll bask in the shadow
Of yesterday's triumph
And sail on the steel breeze
Come on you boy child, you winner and loser
Come on you miner for truth and delusion..
And shine...

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i went bikin in the morning..l8r i went to a lan house..my mouse was broke..at 3pm i went to a mall bye a new one - on sundays the malls just open at 3pm - after that i came home..finally!!
then i found my old clothes to dance..spanish ballet..and i could remember how to dance..just a lil..with my old shoes..
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..i found my castinets..wow..i can still play it!!..u can put feelings in castinets..they talk for u..
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ur feet can talk also..when u r happy..or not..when u r angry..when u r in lov..when u feel alone..
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..MAKTUB..

MadMaktub

JOoGizZ

..2nd day of january..

i was so lazy yesterday..i just woke up and i got in web..i read my mails..i played snooker..and some friends invite me to play beachvolley and to hang gliding..but (incredible!) i was exausted..but i could talk with some friends and with my ex-sister-in-law..she lives in Paris (i already said that)..and i worked in my web site.. www.pakinkuwait.info .. check it and u could see how its so kool!!..
in this year i hope to continue to make new friends..but friends really..

hey come on..take my hand..let me get out of here..haha..if u feel alone walk with me..where do we go? i dont know..the most important is ur company..we can be friends..we can play billiards if u want..hey adobi!! lets play some day!!..or u can tell me whats going wrong with u..and if i could help u i will!!

i would like to mention friends i made last year..i didnt know them yet..but they r really friends..from Iran..my dear friend Hoda..from Brasil..Melzinha..Belle (will u fly today??)..Dani..Fabiano..(nice pic u made without to know me!!..TaniaLisa..haha)..Sandro Loser (ur mummy clothes was so kool..hehe)..

i cant forget of..my dear Qasim Azhar (no more ice cream of mango, ok?)..my beautiful Sohaib Butt...u r both so special 4 me...we laugh a lot together..dont we?...my buddy Waseem..hello koollyfe!!..i lov all that hearts..hehe..u r really a friend..thanx a lot 4 everything..

and specially the friends i made in my real world..Michele ( fallaaa Mimi!!)..Luana (e aiiiimmm)..Daiane (ô gatinhooo..hihi!!)..Maysa..(Conceiçããããooooo)..Carol..Carla Lindaaa..and a friend so special to me..Cristiane..all these girls r so special..i lov u all girls!!!..some day i will put ur pics here..all together!!


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well..in the end of 2nd january..i can say i am soooo happy!!..as always..;)..with u my friends..ur friendship is so important to me..

happy new year and kisses for u all!!!


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..have u ever seen something like that???...

launch...
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that is..
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just the beggining of...
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the most big and beautiful fireworks show of the world..
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in Copacabana beach..Rio de Janeiro city..Brasil..2004-2005...
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more than 2 million people go to see this show..
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diferents drawings in the sky...
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beautiful colors i lov..
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they pay to see this celebration from the ships..
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happy new year..we hope..
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Le Meridien Hotel fireworks cascade..
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Le Meridien firewors cascade 2..
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New Year celebration..view from Ipanema beach
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the party is finished..
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praying for peace..morning..2005..

hi buddies!..i wish u a long life with health..peace..happiness..good luck and success..in ur whole life..
happy new year..
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...the last day of this year!!!!...

31st december..just relax...

hi buddy!!
..i didnt work 2day...i worked a lot these days..i was growing thin..cant u see??..and..i just wake up in the morning and turn on my pc..i talked with so many friends..all so kool..
humm..its 10:20..and im preparing myself 4 the big party at the beach and to see my friends also..

happy new year for all of you..i wish u a long life..with health, happiness, success and luck..
i lov u...;)


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..happyyy neeeew yeeeaaar buddyyy!!!!!!!!...

ahaan..

hi my friends!! here is MadMaktub..talking to u..directly from ur imagination..hehe...im working a lot..but im not so busy to wish u a very happy new year!!!...i hope u enjoy this new year..and all ones..as if it was the last of your lives..as me...life is sooooo beautiful..and i lov it soooo much!!..

..did i tell u already that i want to liv 4ever?..

so..year by year i imagine a new world..share with me my wish..

imagine..
John Lennon

imagine there's no heaven
it's easy if you try
no hell below us
above us only sky
imagine all the people
living for today

imagine there's no countries
it isn't hard to do
nothing to kill or die for
and no religion too
imagine all the people
living life in peace

you may say im a dreamer
but im not the only one
i hope some day you'll join us
and the world will be as one

imagine no possessions
i wonder if you can
no need for greed or hunger
a brotherhood of man
imagine all the people
sharing all the world

you may say im a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
i hope some day you'll join us
and the world will be as one..

be happy..

..and sorry for my english..;)..

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i can do everything u want..i am here everytime u want..what can i do more to feel ur lov for me daily..in each second of my life..4 ever..

...Christmas!!..lazy day 4 me..

today is christmas already!..i didnt work!!..finally!!!..and today it was a lazy day..i could chat with many friends that come to wish me a merry christmas..
and i knew interesting people..i talk with my ex-sister-in-law..she lives in Paris..miss her a lot!!..and i could pratice my french with a new friend..friend of her..he wants to come to Brasil and he needed some info abt that..
maybe next year i could go there..to Paris..i lov that city!!!..but i would like to know Pakistan and Kuwait as well..i lov everything abt that countries..maybe i must to born there in my next life..


and talking abt that countries i lov..i found a new site 4 u guys..from Pakistan and Kuwait.. ;)..just click in this link below..there r many options there..chat, radio, many downloads..antivirus, media players internet, security, graphics, pc maintenance, songs and video mp3..games on line..chess, snooker, and free downloads to all kind of games..spell checker in all languages..news..wall papers..and much more..it is just the beggining..u can register urself and post in a forum or create topics if u want..and u can upload ur pics as well..if u need u can anounce any products there..just contact me..or contact the administrator in that page..its free..
i apreciate if u giv ur vote there..or a feedback..to improve that site..thanks a loooootttt..

http://www.pakinkuwait.info - come on guys..im waiting 4 uuuuuuu.. if u hav any doubts please contact me in msn if u prefer...

madmaktub@gmail.com - c ya..kisses for all!!!...

and the last.. but not least..a song..my message for xtmas..john lennon..hav fun buddy..

Happy Xmas

so this is Xmas..and what have you done??..another year over..and a new one just begun..and so this is Xmas..I hope you have fun..the near and the dear one..the old and the young..a very Merry Xmas!!..and a happy New Year!!..let's hope it's a good one..without any fear..

and so this is Xmas..for weak and for strong..for rich and the poor ones..the world is so wrong..and so happy Xmas..for black and for white..for yellow and red ones..let's stop all the fight..

a very Merry Xmas!!..and a happy New Year!!..let's hope it's a good one..without any fear..

hare hama..if u want it..hare hama..now..

peace..

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...and Christmas is coming...

muaaaachh..merry christmas!!!...

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..is coming!!!...

hey guys..in my town every ear we hav a celebration to inaugurate a new christmas tree..this tree u see below is from 2004..it is on the Lagoa (lagoon) a neighborhood besides mine of high medium class..and it is builded in the midle of the lagoon..
around the lagoon many people do jogging, biking..and u can rent bikes, lil cars and motocycles for kids and a kind of boat for 2 persons..in the lagoon people pratice water sports also..
u can see the Christ..the statue that i already show..anyway u can see this statue from the most places of the city..


merry christmas!!!...

whats the meaning of Christmas? for me..bring me memories abt my family..when i was so young and believed in everything..the high tree that i never could touch..my first bike, my first piano, my dad wearing Santa Klaus clothes..my mom always angry..

when my daughter was 5 years old i put on the floor a kind of snow that is sold here..and i made a Santa Klaus boots mark in it..like a stamp..and when she saw that she said: "Mom!! Santa Klaus was here!!! Look.. thats he´s boots mark !!!!!"

in this Christmas my kids will stay with his father..im working a lot..

MERRY CHRISTMAS FOR U GUYS!!!..I LOV U ALL!!!..
DONT FORGET ME..
PLEEEEEAAAAASEEE!!!..
KISSES...


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..im happy!!!..

u came back..ill always lov u..joogiz...

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...u...

...me...

I am not a baby anymore
I am not as innocent as before
I see it in the mirror in my room
And I can feel it stronger in my soul
But I don't know if its the right day for this word
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation tell me more

Why I am in love now?
I don't know
How can I live forever?
I don't know
Where can I find Heaven?
I don't know
What is going to happen?
I don't know
Why I am in love now?

I don't know ..

I live it through my diary and I read
That all my littles problems now are free
I want to live my feelings day by day
I like to give emotions in my way
But I don't know if its the right day for this word
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation tell me more

Why I am in love now?
I don't know
How can I live forever?
I don't know
Where can I find Heaven?
I don't know
What is going to happen?
I don't know
Why I am in love now?

I don't know..


i dont know (erika)


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..beautiful..

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

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..beautiful..

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
So don't you bring me down today...


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...as always...

hey..this is Madmaktub..im back again..so happy..as always..

the sun rises in my town..can u see the first high building there?? yeah..i live in that street..so near the beach!! the surfers play here..



ipanema by day

sunday was so special for me..i talked with a new friend..Zindagi!! he is so nice..gentle..hi Zin!!

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...and...

...this sun i give to my friend SoHAib..hi beautiful!!..u r the best..i lov u wrote for me..lov ya honey..c ya..


ipanema beach
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hummm...im awaking again..
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i cant get to sleep..it is 3:32 in the morning..and i cant get my thoughts also..i see my life like a movie..but im not there..
what is this feeling?? im not a sad person..but im feeling so empty today..maybe i dont wanna know..
im gonna try to sleep once more..and l8r everything will be all right..

..good game!!..

i was bored when..

i was bored 2day..when a new friend in my msn invited me to play billiards!! i lov to play billiards!!..but..curious..my new friend is from Pakistan..hi Adob!! i won 2 times and he also..but in the next time..i already said it to him...i wont give him any chance..c ya!! u saved my night..haha


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nice to dance...

OutKast
Hey Ya

1,2,3,4
My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so and this I know for show
But does she really wanna but can't stand to see me walk out the door
Don't try to fight the feelin' 'cause the thought alone is killin' me right now
Thank god for mommy and daddy for stickin' two together 'cause we dont know how

heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa heeey ya

You think you've got it
oh, you think you've got it
but got it just don't get it 'til theres nothing at allll ah allllll ah allllll ah alll ah allllll
We've get together
ohhh we've get together
but separate is always better when there's feelings involed ah alllll ah allllll ah alllll ah allllll
If what they say is "nothing is forever"
then what makes then what makes then what makes then what makes then what makes
love is a exception
so why-o why-o why-o why-o why-o
Are we so in denial when we know we're not happy here?

(Andre 3000 Talking)
(Ya'll dont wanna hear me you just wanna dance)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa heeey ya
(dont want to meet your daddy)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(just want you in my caddy)
heeey ya
(dont want to meet your momma)
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(just want to make you comma)
heeey ya heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
(I am, I am, I am, just being honest)
heeey ya

[Andre 3000 (Guys)]
hey! alright now
alright now fellas (yeaaa)
now whats cooler than being cool?
(ICE COLD!!)
i cant hear ya i say whats..whats cooler than being cool
(ICECOLD!!!)
All Right (15x)
[Andre 3000 (Ladies)]
Ok now ladies
(yeah)
We goin break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now dont have me break this thing down for nothing
I wanna see ya'll on ur BADDDEST behavior
Lend me some sugar
I am your neighbor
Ah hear we go now
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sh shake it
Shake it sugar
Shake it like a polaroid picture
[Andre 3000 talking]
now all Beyonces and Lucy Lui's
and Baby Dolls get on the floor
you know what to dooooooooo
you know what to dooooooooo ahhh
you know what to do

heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya
heeeeeeeeeeeey yaaaa
heeey ya



silly song but nice to dance also... i lov it..maybe because im falling in love..
all the lovers are a little bit silly..

Square Heads
Happy

One day, you came to me
Freed me from misery
I touched the music in you
You started to feel so happy
Makes me jump up and down
You know my heart gets up...
Each time that meet
I´m just so happy I met you

Happy
I am feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
I´m gonna be happy
You make me so happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now

One day, you said to me
Happy is where I wanna be
One plus one makes it two
That equals me and you
Each time we make love
Until the day I met you
All of my dreams came true
I am so happy I met you

Happy
I´m feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now

I-KNOW-I-WAN-T-TO-BE-HA-PPY-ONE-DAY-WI-TH-YOU-NOW-I-WAN-T-TO-BE-HA-PPY-WI-TH-YOU-MY-BA-BY---MY-BABY---MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY

Happy

I´m gonna be happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now