Lost for Words

I was spending my time in the doldrums

I was caught in a cauldron of hate

I felt persecuted and paralysed

I thought that everything else would just wait

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While you are wasting your time on your enemies

Engulfed in a fever of spite

Beyond your tunnel vision reality fades

Like shadows into the night

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To martyr yourself to caution

Is not going to help at all

because there'll be no safety in numbers

When the right one walks out of the door

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Can you see your days blighted by darkness?

Is it true you beat your fists on the floor?

Stuck in a world of isolation

While the ivy grows over the door

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So I open my door to my enemies

And I ask could we wipe the slate clean

But they tell me to please go fuck myself

You know you just can't win.

Time Machine

Porcelain

" How much I miss you.....but when I miss you a lot I go back and read our past chats and smile and react and think...and all those days just come up alive....cant believe they are dead now...cant believe that even right now what i am writing it would be dead after some time...and l look at your pics..try to recall what i was thinking at that instant....spend hours on that...."

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"She has surprised me more than anyone in my life, the more I know her the more enchanted I grow by her. She is the closest to a fairy you might come across....the best person I have ever met in my life."
- Tue Feb 06, 2007 -

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You too my cute Shashi.
All the time it was always there
And I didnt even notice.
Just now I see
You were always part of me.

Love forever,
Porcupine.

L & L

goobye

Too late

What would you do if you found out that

what you were looking for

was always there..

just in front of you?

What if you found it out too late?