who wants to live forever?

tentando entender a vida..você se sente muito egoísta em pensar só em si mesmo..mas tudo muda tão rápido..parece o fim de um filme..o meio é sempre lento..mas o fim..é como voltar prá casa depois de uma viagem..a volta é sempre mais rápida..
só fica faltando o alívio..
alívio de encontrar algo muito importante que se perdeu..
alívio de ver que afinal, depois de tanto esforço, algo valeu a pena..
alívio de olhar para trás e ver que o pior já passou..

other minor earthquake hit islamabad half hour ago..
my time is 8 hours ealier from pakistan..
my friend hammad needed to get out of the new place..he had moved to there after lost his house..

..SOS ASIA..be proud to help and to be a voluntieer...

KARACHIITES - HELP EARTHQUAKE VICTIMS!! Donations, food(anything that wont get destroyed when they throw it from the air), clothing or any unperishable thing of use--drop it at PAF MUSEUM--also, VOLUNTEERS needed- Go to the PAF MUSEUM and do ur bit! Forward this message and PLEASE do what all u can!
(sended in yahoo messenger by Jawed)
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thirsday, 11th october - 11:06am
(sent message in Orkut by Shehzad)

Some of the means by which you can contribute in helping the devastated people. Some are local NGO and Govt agencies and contact them as the method given for donating and more information.
Regards sheXad

President Relief Fund
If you wish to donate to the President's Relief Fund, just deposit your donations in any National Bank branch all over Pakistan.

For further information, call the Prime Minister's Relief:
Cell at 051-9213891 or 051-9222666
The President of Azad Kashmir's Cell can be contacted on 051-9209650

Pakistan International Airline (PIA)
If u want to send any material PIA is carrying it for free. Just contact any local office of PIA in any country or city and send the things to them or contact them for details. PIA will carry the goods without any fair.

Edhi Foundation
Karachi - 021-2201261
Lahore - 042 - 5414211
Islamabad - 051 - 2827844
Multan - 061 - 4583906 / 4549938
Quetta - 081 - 2830832 / 2830861

Fatamid Foundation
Dr. Sagher - 021-2225285 / 0300 - 9210647

Ansar Burney Welfare Trust
Sarim Burney - 0300 - 8243459 / 0301 - 8243459

Rotaract Club 3270
Lahore:
Natash Ali Mian - 0300 - 9464209
Farooq Abdul Qadir - 0333 - 4227114

Karachi:
Ali Hafeez - 0333 - 2298048

National Academy of Youth Trust
Mrs. Samina - 0333 - 3114726

Khidmat - e - Khalq Foundation
Karachi - 021 - 6328464

Al Khidmat Foundation
Lahore - 042 - 5433038
Islamabad - 051 - 2277343 / 2877933

Donate with SMS
Ufone and Mobilink mobile users can donate 3 rupees to earthquake victims by sending an SMS with DONATE to number 346. You can repeat the process for whatever amount you want to donate. The money will be deducted from your mobile balance and goes directly to people suffering from disaster.
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HELP QUAKE VICTIMS

RED CROSS
Help Red Cross/Crescent provided the following contact information:
· In Islamabad: Khalid Kibriya, Secretary-General, Pakistan Red Crescent;
Phone: +92.51.925.7404;

· In Islamabad: Asar ul-Haq, Disaster Management Officer, Pakistan Delegation;
email: ifrcpk01@ifrc.org;
Phone: +92.51.925.0416;
Mobile: +92.300.856.8136;

· In Delhi: Uzmat Ulla, Head of Delegation, India Delegation;
email: ifrcin65@ifrc.org
Phone: +91.11.2332.4203

· In Delhi: Nina Nobel, Programme Coordinator, South Asia Regional Delegation;
email: ifrcin134@ifrc.org
Phone: +91.11.2685.8671

· In Kabul: Fatima Gailani, President, Afghanistan Red Crescent;
Phone: +93.79.38.5533

· In Kabul: Vincent Toutain, Programme Coordinator, Afghanistan Delegation;
email: vincent.toutain@ifrc.org;
Phone: +93.7001.8727

· In Geneva: Charles Evans, acting Head of Asia Pacific Department;
email: charles.evans@ifrc.org;
Phone: +41.22.730.4455

MAP International
Visit website at www.map.org

LIFE International http://lifeusa.org/

PM Earthquake Relief Cell Earthquake Relief Cell" has been established in Prime Minister House. It will work round the clock and will receive complaints from the earthquake affectees. The phone numbers are: (+9251) 9213891 or (+9251) 9222999 [Ed. Numbers local to Islamabad]. Earthquake Relief Cell has also been established in the Ministry of Interior

Med Air For more details, please contact: Robert Schofield, Emergency Desk Officer (language: English)
Phone: +41 (0)21 694 3535
Mobile number +41 (0)79 622 9984
email: robert.schofield@medair.org

John Farmer Operations Director (language: English)
Phone: +41(0)21 694 3535
Mobile number +41(0)78 867 0454
email: john.farmer@medair.org

Save the Children
http://www.savethechildren.org/

Banks
All Local banks, UBL (also in US and Dubai), Muslim Commercial Bank, Al Fallah, Union, Habib Bank, National Bank, Union, other local banks are accepted relief money also.
(end of the sent message in Orkut by Shehzad)
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Mobilink users please write Donate & send SMS to 180 one SMS will charge (Rs.10+tax) will be pay in Trust for relief fund
(sent by ahmed_gemini84 - yahoo messenger)
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And if you are able to be a voluntieer please contact with the RED CROSS in your country. Dont wait for the next desaster.
More informations, just click in this link of the International Committee of the Red Cross >>> http://www.icrc.org/
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The best of all this is to see people who really cares about the others..
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..e-mail foward by ZAHOOR AHMED...

08-10-2005 2:57:30

My dear friend, i dont hav that much time to make a

clip ur

something to make u understand the pain which

peoples r suffering from, one of the historical

Earthquake in pakistan's History i just wanna say that:

THERE WERE LOT OF PEOPLES WHO WERE FASTING

UNFORTUNATELY

THEY COULDNT EVEN BEEN ABLE TO HEAR THE AZAN

OF MAGRIB !!!PLZ PLZ PLZ...PRAY OR THOSE U DIDNT

EVER TOUGHT ABOUT THIS DAY (INFACT ITS A BIG

WARNING FROM ALLAH TO US)PLZ PLZ PLZ "ABHI BHI

WAQT HAI SUDAR JAO KIS PATA IS KE BAAD BHI

KIA HO JAYE !!!! PRAY FOR THOSE WHO DIED AND

WHOM R INJURED."

JUST THINK THAT IT COULD BE YOUR FAMILY OUT THERE !!!"

Email by
Syed Aijaz

...42.000...

the earthquake epicenter was in the mountain region of paki Kashimir..next to India and 95 km from Islamadad..just in Kashimir 17.000 people are dead and 42.000 are injured, according with pakistani minister Aftab Ahmed Khan Sherpao.

...Ali M.... Hammad - the Cute Caat..and Adii...

i just finish to talk with Ali M..from Islamabad..


........ says:
ali yaar......

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
hi!

........ says:
hello

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
im in google earth..trying to see pakistan

........ says:
my best frnd and his family died....wen margalla tower collapsed

........ says:
yesterday i took out his body wid my own hands....

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
in islamabad?

........ says:
yes

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
thas so sad...........

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
i couldnt forget it since i knew..early mornign here

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
i wish i could do somehting

........ says:
jst pray yaar......

........ says:
thts all u can do sittin ovathere

........ says:
well....jst pray

........ says:
yesterday my hands got injured as well....
liftin all those rocks and blocks

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
u are really sad..

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
thas awful loose friends..mainly like that

........ says:
ofcourse i m......he was my best frnd....and i took out
his body wid my own hands.....
tears were comin out 4m my eyes yaar

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
im so sorry

........ says:
his family members bodies r still stuck inside

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
may god give u strengh always to help someone

........ says:
INSHALLAH

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ya..i saw the pics..they were trying to find more bodies

........ says:
27 bodies have been gathered.....

........ says:
total people r 90....

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
do u live in islamabad also?

........ says:
yes

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
but they say that more than 3.000 died..

........ says:
thts da total all ova punjab territory

........ says:
90 people r in tht margalla tower block

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
and people lose time fighting anywhere..

........ says:
which collapsed

........ says:
police was lyk aint helpin nd not evn allowin civilianz

........ says:
man i had a fight wid those mothafuckers....
they were lyk i was helpin since 10 mornin

........ says:
till midnite 3

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
but y they d that?

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
they cant help?

........ says:
they r not humanZ man

........ says:
jst pure dickheads

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ya..

........ says:
no they can...but they r not

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
thas so sad..

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
and disgusting

........ says:
they r scared if da other block also collapsed den they'll die too

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
well..for wot the they became police?

........ says:
motha fucker jst help those stuck inside........
why u so greddy 4 urselffff

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
well..its done ali..

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
just do ur part

........ says:
jst to create troubles...nuffin else

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
and god wil help u

........ says:
i m......and i will....i dont give a damn if other buildin collapse on me

........ says:
but my brothers and sisterz r stuck under

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
its awful be here and cant do anyhitng

........ says:
i cant back off now

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ur brothers?

........ says:
m a muslim ....and those under tht buildin r also muslims

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ya..u are rigth

........ says:
so ofcourse they r like my own brothers

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
my heart is there..

........ says:
yesterday i took out 8 bodies myself

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
u are so strong..

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
thas y u d that

........ says:
have to be tht way....cant sit back at home and be a coward

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
im proud to know someone like u

........ says:
well tania ...i must go yaar.....today will also give blood donation

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ya..go friend..

........ says:
well be proud of me if i can pull out or safe evn a single life

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
im praying for u and ur people

........ says:
thnkew

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
i would like ot be there

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
Allah Hafiz

........ says:
well u're concerned......so indirectly u r there wid us

........ says:
ALLAH HAFIZ

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ur name is Ali..

........ says:
yes

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
Ali of wot?

........ says:
sorry...didn't get u

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ur full name

........ says:
ALI M..(supressed by me)

' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
ill never forget ur name buddy

........ says:
:)
........ says:
bye
' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
:)
' تانيا ' MadMaktub ' تانيا ' ..Ramadan Mubarak for u all !! says:
bye

.................................................................

and Hammad - the Cute Caat - lost his home..he and his family changed to other place
- boss is so sad today Cute Caaat

Adii..lost two friends there..and he told me about Hammad

and you all know what i think..

God bless you all yaar

...what's happening?..

today is a so sad day..a earthquake of 7.5 on the Richter scale hit Pakistan, India and Afeganistan today early morning..more than 3.000 can be died..and Islamabad.
in Panajab, a region of mountains in Guatemala, a mud avalanche caused by the Stan hurricane killed about 1.400 people..in some places the mud was about 12mts high.

Brasilians newspaper spread our embassy phone number to all brasilians who are living in Pakistan or India..
Islamabad: (00xx9251)227-9690 or (00xx9251) 3204507054
New Delhi:(00xx9111)2301-7301 or (00xx1917) 417-8662

If u wanna know more abot what's happening there click in this link >> http://geo.tv/ sended to me by Adii..who lost two of his friends.

I cant imagine a disaster like that..i mean..something so strong and fast..in our country we dont have hurricanes..tsunamis or avalanches. Our big problem is criminality and the trafic what kills people more than a war.

In one year..talking with people of these countries i started to respect and love my new friends..i really dont remember who was the first today early morning to tell me abt the earthquake..and it happened abt 10 min before - he said..i stayed shocked..and the first thing what i did was send messages to my dear buddies...i could talk with many friends in pakistan..but i couldnt talk with some friends that i hav in india.

Maybe we will never meet ourselves but you all are so real for me. You tell me jokes..give me advices..teach me abt Qoran..and give me sweet words when i am not really well.
Sometimes i think that my soul is half paki..or..that i should be born in Pakistan.
You will always be in my prayers...
Love you all so much

Allah Hafiz

...in love memory..

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was
To be alone...no
Cause you were always
There for me
You were always waiting
But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me

I carry the things
That remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was
To be alone...no
Cause you were always
There for me
You were always waiting
But now I come home
And it's not the same no..
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone..

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it whileI feel
I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me...

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still
All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will..

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
Cause it comforts me...

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...Abderrahim "Marroquino" Bounouch...

And talking abt fight..i hav a friend who lives in Bruxells..Belgique..
Abderrahim, 27.. is a proof abt wot i was saying..never stop to fight...
now he is enjoying his great time..after a childhood with some problems..
he is a jiu-jitsu fighter and this fight helped him to build himself..
he learnt jiu-jitsu in Brasil and in Europe.
today he helps children and the youngs teaching them for free....
people who wanna help can do it giving a symbolic 1 euro..to build an academy for children and a library..
when i knew him..i didnt know abt his great work in this world..he is so worry abt childrem and their limitations..

kisses Abderrahim!!

here is the link to visit his page and know abt his amazing work with children: http://solidairesamis.ifrance.com

i wish u all the best Abder!! ;)

fight....
never stop to fight against the enemies..
inside and outside urself..
everyday is time to fight...u need to be on alert..
the dark times can always come back..
the worst is gone..
sometimes we need to take decisions that we would prefer dont take..
but thats life..
we are always choosing something..
and if u think that everything u choose never works...just fight..
someday will be ur day to win..
now..just be happy...take ur better smile..and enjoy ur life..
but dont stop to fight..be awake....

someone said to me that he would never do like me..i mean..write in a blog and share his thoughts with people...i hav nothing to say abt it..just that i am like that..
at the beggining we were all stars..but with time we took our own way..and each one has a way to be...it would be soo boring if everybody were the same....

dont worry abt "to be or not to be"..mainly for so small things..like..judging other one for apearence..ethnicity..social status..beauty..inteligence..or just becoz he/she is just..diferent....
remember that if someone can be small for u..for sure u can be small for someone...

then..never jugde anyone...

do ur part in this world..and just worry abt important things..
war..violence in all levels..misery......

we are nothing...we are just here for a proof...or wotever..
just open ur heart and love people acepting them how they are...

life is simple....but world have so many big problems....
so..dont complicate...and live ur life like it was ur last day....
someday u will hit on it...

better be ready.. :P

...sunday!...

well..nothing better than get out of the city after a hard week....just to relax and take energy to start again on monday.. ;) ..just wake up early to enjoy ur hole day..becoz if u wake up early to work..y not wake up early to hav fun?? :D

Lagoa - Rio de Janeiro city